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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
10:56 PM

"You didn't lie, I'm just weaker than you think."

Happy Birthday Benedict! :D
May you have a Blessed birthday! - 120906

Happy Birthday Marcus Ong! - 110906

Saturday, September 09, 2006
3:35 PM

Happy 15th Birthday Shanise Ho Xuan Ni!

The birthday alarm you set in my phone 5 months ago, sounded at 9am.
I got to know you in Sec1I, where You, Adele and I formed the S.A.D! The trios was not sad at all! We've had many fun and great times together; The stupid things we did together will never be forgotten! I actually saw you before school even started, remember? I met you at the MG bookstore during the hols and you were with your mom? My first impression was, "This girl is so 'gu niang', keeping such long hair etc..." You were that loser who didnt know how to plait your own hair! HAHAHAAHAA. I remembered when we wanted to trade you for Jac because we hardly knew you then and preferred Jac to you. SORRRRRRRRRRY SHAN ): You've proved us wrong, you're sucha an awesome friend (: That was the past. Your influence and presence did not only matter in the past, but till now! Thank You for always listening to me rants and tolerating my HORRRRID temper. Thank You for always accompanying me for breakfast every morning. Thank You for singing to and with me daily! "Dawn Chik Xiao Lin has a naggy mom..." I LOVEEE YOU SHANISE HO! (: Thank You for the countless hugs and reassurance you've given me! Thank You so much my sexaye hotass daughter

9:21 AM

Shanise's birthday is tomorrow! 090906 (:
Sorry i couldn't spend much time with you today, wasnt feeling well!
Hope you enjoyed lunch (: and your present will be ready by monday! haha

I LOVEEEE YOU SHANISE HO XUAN NI! <3 Celebrated Shanise's and Alexius's birthdays today. It was fun i guess (:

Thank You for making today the worst day of my life!
You've got your revenge.
i'm hurt, happy.
Somethings arent all you think it is,
you just cant play with this.


Wednesday, September 06, 2006
2:29 PM

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone – to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God, to a Christian says, “No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with living, loved by me alone. I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in me is satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me – exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and ongoings. I want you to have the very best. Please allow me to bring it to you – just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things – keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I am. Keep learning and listening to the things I have to tell you … you must wait.

Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or that I’ve given them. Don’t look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking up at me, or you’ll miss what I have to show you. And then, when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any would dream. You see, until the one I have for you is ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I have prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience to the love that exemplifies your relationship with me… and this is perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this wonderful love, I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself. I know that I love you utterly. I am the God almighty. Believe and be satisfied.

I got it from Samanatha Kwan's blog, thank you (: I hope she doesnt mind me copying and pasting her whole post, but this hit me hard. Many of us carrying out each day, doing the things we want, taking it as a form of offering to God in replacement of our absence. God wants our 100% attention, he doesnt want us to replace it with academic, music, sports achievements. These all, mean nothing at all. He wants us, His Children; Your heart alone.

It's good to have set goals and have ambitions; these we've been taught since young. However, we must not be too narrow-minded and let these may-bes become must-haves. God is beyong our comprehension, He has a wonderful plan for us; Jeremiah 29:11 We must allow him to work in our lives. We must.

Let us stop whatever we're doing now and think about current situations. Is this the life you want to lead? Be always fighting so hard for things that never, ever satisfy. You're tired, you cant tell right from wrong; you don't want to either. You don't want to continue this race, you wish you never started because it's taking all of you.

Please, get it right with God; One whose love's never unending, strength never depleting.

"Lead, and i will follow."

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
2:37 PM

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
What's Your Ideal Relationship?


Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.

You Should Study:

Art
Art history
Architecture
Comparative religions
Eastern religion
Education
Music
Philosophy
What Should You Study?


What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Shanise is your soulmate.
You truly love Cheryl.
You consider Gabriel Lee (Ewww) your true friend.
You know that ZhiJing is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Adele for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Hannah! is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Stewpete is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Nigel is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Nigel changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Vanessa is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Vanessa has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?


You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?


Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)


You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
The Three Question Personality Test


Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
The Five Factor Personality Test


You Aren't Scary, You're Scared

Probably even scared to see how this quiz came out!
How Scary Are You?


You Are 70% Grown Up, 30% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
How Emotionally Mature Are You?


How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

Sunday, September 03, 2006
1:55 PM

pete121@msn.com says:
if i wana see a hot bod i'll look in the mirror

fullstop.

12:38 PM

You Are Bert
Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them!
You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you
You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil
How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

Saturday, September 02, 2006
9:47 PM

7 more days to Shanise Ho's Birthday (:

i love you :D

I had lunch with Jing and Cheryl today. IT WAS DUMB :/

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