Sunday, July 24, 2005
bah. i got so pissed off when my last post for dawn came out in chinese. so here i am again rewriting my post for dawn!! haah. i just realised that dawn has been writing me super long testimonials and i dun really remember writng her a very very long one. haha。>.《 so i shall write a long post.well hopefully. =x
DAWN CHIK is one big sweeetie and she goes around consoling peoplee. but she likes to bully me. i so poor thing. haha. DAWN, stop being so depressed! you are NOT fat and slow. you DESERVE ur position for squash. andd u are not the only one that dun understand physics and life science. i have no idea wad the heck is it all about too. think POSITIVE. every thing will be finee. we will be THERE for you ok? yawn. i am tireed so i shall end here now. (haha this post is full of crap)
vany
1. I FAILED MY CHINESE TEST!2. PATRICIA'S GOING TO TALK TO MS TANG & MR ONG!3. Physics is killing me & Life Science is confusing me!:/These are the 3 bad things that is going to/has happened so far! ): i am really disappointed with my chinese results! I guess i am just the typical mugger type, since the test this time's main objective was to test our language foundation ): i am going to read more chinese papers, and books (maybe not books) haha. AICIRTAP sometimes gets on my nerves, arteries, veins, capillaries and what have i! argh. What's wrong with not eating the whole day and training? I dont see where's the problem! Not like i'll die right? It's only once/twice a week that i do that! Not for every training! (actually i only train twice a week:p) OHWELL! she's going to talk to miss tang and mr ong and i am going to get it from them.
Someone answer me -
Why arent i improving?
Why is my backhand and forehand so inconsistant?
Why am i so fat & slow?
Why am i given this position in the team? i dont think i deserve this seed. I stumble, i slack, i cry, i grumble
Everything's just not going too well for me! However i am glad that some still confide in me, even though i am always so busy, rushing here and there! I know i cant give you all the time you need but i'll give my best out of the time i have! it's so just touching to see some of my '04 classmates come to me and telling me about their probs, not just '04 but '05 for a min i thought i had been forgetton, thanks for confiding in me (: I really appreciate the trust! (:
;Lord, i surrender to you all my worries, burdens that you'll take them away and grant peace in my heart. You'd be the first i turn to in times of joy and troubles, i'll keep the faith. Amen.
Monday, July 11, 2005
NEW FOUND LOVE : CLARINET!!!I want to learn the clarinet! Clarinet players out there, can you tell me more about the clarinet, how to play it and who your teacher is? haha, i am really interested! D:
Thursday, July 07, 2005
I AM SICK!!! ): Staying home all day is really boring.I miss school, I miss my classmates, I miss paying attention in class & learning something new (: Staying home all day is really boring, i miss school! There's physics today & i am so dead. I already suck at physics and have to be extra attentive in class, i take really long to analyze, understand and remember. Sigh, physic's KILLER or i'm just dumb :/ okays, i get to miss the chinese book test but it's only that!!! ): there's math today too!!! aaahhhhh, i promise i am really going to do well for every piece of work i am given! ohwait, HAH! teoll's going to do zuowen today! hahaha. I MISSED IT x) although i am slacking now, but i am going to be a really good girl and practice my piano and cello D: i think i better not be greedy and learn guitar. For now it's just PIANO && CELLO.
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Life's tasteless as I age,
is it my tongue,
or is everything the same -
ol' bitter.
Monday, July 04, 2005
First week of school has finally ended! Although i dont hate school but it's always good to rest during the weekends and reflect on what you've done for the past week. Well i must say the first week of school started off pretty well for me! :] it could have been better if ruth CHOE was there but now she's back so everything's going to be GREAT now! haha. Ruth's such a sweetie, she wrote me a card and bought me a keychain! THANKS CHOEY!!! For once in 13.5 years i felt that i was finally responsible! [: I helped her copy down every day's homework and collect the worksheets, write her name and even notes/ans (: so nice OF ME D: D: D: the moment ruth entered the class, she HAD, HAD to insult me! argh, but i dont mind (: I REALLY MISSED RUTH TONS; lovelove Without her, i got no one to talk to during class ): jia and becky said i was very quiet and thought something happened to me. HAHA! i was paying attention yah? :p
Training was normal, JILLIAN LYE CAME BACK !!! (: heh i have been waiting for this day for a month! It's always good to have jillian/ ruth around because we can learn from each other and it's more fun also! Although it has only been two trainings, i tell you i wont stop giving my best! I WILL TRAIN LIKE THAT FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR! although it's easier said than done, this will be one of my goals for the 2nd half of the year. I dont want history to repeat itself, i dont know what the others think but i am going to do MY BEST!
YOUTH DAY HOLIDAY TMR (: supposed to have training from 12 to 2 at signature park but i have to stay home and wait for the PIANO man to come to my hse so i cant go! However i'll be training in the morning and going to the gym in the evening (: i wont let myself slack ! hahaha. i am going to discuss with BERNICE and see if i can go to her hse in the morning to train (: haha! DINNER TIME!
& Get well soon Peter!
& Chill Jesz! FORGIVE AND FORGET my dear (:
Sunday, July 03, 2005
i had cello lesson at 1230 but my dad took my wallet and my mom was not home so i was locked inside the hse and only left the house at 12! haha. However i arrived at my teacher's place at 1234 and she was still teaching so i wasnt late! D: Today's lesson was good, i dont know why, i could feel God's pressence, he's like next to me, even helping me to bow. I felt like that even before the lesson, when i was practicing. It's like i could play the whole song just trying a few times only. Normally i would get stuck, stuck and still stucked! haha. THANK YOU, FATHER (: Although i still have the choice to choose cello or guitar as my 2nd instrument, at the meantime i'll stick to cello. I don't know what are God's plans. I really havent heard God speak to me before, perhaps i am too busy and never pay attention but i really dont know what's a 'yes' or 'no' from God. SO this time i am going to be patient and not jump into conclusions just because i want this and assume that God agrees with that too.
PATIENCE is a VIRTUE. After my cello lesson, i went home to put down my cello and then went to J8 to meet june and other cell members to do street evangelism. I was in a group with June and Corinne(i think). The first person we approaced was this RJC girl, man! she's fierce, unfriendly and really man! haha she sounded like a man, it was scary talking to her because there were a few guys surrounding the 3 short ones (it's not me this time, it's US!) haha. Ohwell, then i suggested to pray but as usual i didnt dare to pray aloud for everyone then June led:] things were pretty good.
UNTIL...dawn ng and adele nurtika came, it became better D: i asked to pretend like we were strangers then i went to approach them! (to trick my cousin) but we failed ): because dawn ng and adele nurtika were OVER-FRIENDLY! argh): but it was fun! So then i join D&A and told June and corinne i'll go cut my hair first and then join them back D: but the salon at j8 is super ex:/ so we decided not to cut... and walk around. -boring- Then we went to L4 and i saw JILLIAN'S FACE when i was in the lift. I quickly run out and YES BABY! (; it's really jillian WITH...justin ang ku kueh D: hahaha. some ri squashie who LAUGHED at me when i played ): it was not funny, really not funny. The 5 of us just started crapping and walking around then adele left to meet her friend and justin left because jilly, nana and i wanted to take neos. I suppose he's nice since jillian said he was VERY nice. haha. Jillian was on her way to Foochow Methodist Church as they had some program. blahblahblah long long story. CONCLUSION: Although the time we spent together was rather short but it was no doubt, enjoyable and fun! Thank you all! LOVELOVE *MWAHS*
