Tuesday, May 31, 2005
The holidays have started! I guess i should be happy because i dont have to attend lessons and do homework everyday but it's kind of boring spending the whole day with no purpose or no sense of urgency in doing anything. Every day is almost the same, except for the mornings when i have training (: I LOVE HOLIDAY TRAINING (: you wake up early in the morning, train your hearts out and after that you can sleep the whole day :D unlike normal school days when you cant wait to go home and rest from the 6 hrs of STUDYING/PAYING ATTENTION! argh =x ooohhhh! there's going to be a 'team' lunch this friday (: kind of looking forward to it. Today's training was tiring but i know i still have not given in my best. I dont feel really, really, really, really, REALLY TIRED! In fact, i havent been really really really tired from training for a very long time. I want to feel tired again, then at least i know i've given my best :) i still feel fat. haha. i thought sprinting 5 mins on court was really tiring but after doing it today, it was okay, not tiring at all. It's just for a short period of time, i kind of regret not giving in my very very very best! oh well): i'll try harder next time and aim for 90 times :) must beat ruth's 89 record:D:D Ruth's SICK ): GET WELL SOON CHOEYY! my butt and thighs are ACHING!!!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Today was C'div Squash Interhouse. YEP! I dont really like the feeling when i am put in charge of something! It was my first time "in-charge" of the whole squash interhse thingy today, until hannah and jolyn came to help me (: I was really glad when hannah came, at least she is experienced and am certain of how things should go. I am just not a good leader or not responsible enough. I somehow just dont have enough believe in myself. OH WELL! I used to thought i've learned that from squash, now it's gone. ): EVERYTHING'S FADING AWAY! I am fat, i cant run, i cant hit! what can i do ): I think i'll just study and study and BE A NERD! ): sigh. Even so, i bet i will be the most stupid nerd x(. boohoo. I WANT MY BERNICE! ): Jackson won for b'div squash, i think Jackson also won for C'div. Jolyn didnt say anything, i was too tired to ask.
Played 3 sets with jilly today! I AM REALLY LOUSY!): jillian has improved too! her shots are so much faster, more consistant and accurate now! She has really improved. that made me feel even worse, i didnt improve(ofcourse!) i DE-PROVED a lot ): i think yiling can beat me ! Since she has been training so hard. OH WELL! i wont give up so easily!
i'll come back strong and make you tremble! so then i felt fat and lousy, i went to run 10 rounds, did 40 sit crunches, half squats... cycling on the stationary bike for 20 mins. haha. I think i'll just really die for cross country tmr! ohwell, i am going to run with fang (: heh. doing to jog for at least 20 mins, so my fats/carbo will start BURNING! wooohooo! i love the idea x) i am going to LOSE WEIGHT! wooowhheee! JUNE, STOP SAYING YOU'RE FAT! shut up! ):
nana lost her wallet today ): WHOEVER THAT MEANIE IS, please return it to her? she really wants it back! she wants her neos( i am in it :D) her everything! Please, dont be mean! (: I read a book on monday!!! 'Tuesdays with Morrie' by Mitch Albom:D i have been telling everyone that i read a book and i read THAT BOOK (: wow! it's really nice! CAPTIVATING, i've learnt a lot about life from it and i'll try to rmb and hope to cope better (: Currently am reading 'No second chance' by i forgot who :p haha. i am going to start on lit soon! (:
I MISS SHERYL TEO QILIN(linqi) REAL BAD! ): GET WELL SOON DARHLING! I MISS YOUR SMILE :D
Thursday, May 19, 2005
I got back 4 test papers today: English, Chinese, MEP and Chemistry. i did really badly): i dont think i want to apply for ip already. I dont stand any chance at all! LOOK AT MY STUDIES! ):
ENGLISH: 27/50 [bad!bad!bad!]
CHINESE:161/200
MEP: 63/100 [yay!]
CHEMISTRY: 68/100 [ohwell):]
sigh, i hope i wont fail for my composition, if not i'd really fail for english, which is like OHMYGOD!!! i dont want to fail, really! I am getting back lit and geography tmr :D
hatemep...i got 8/30 for melody writing! what the hell! she's so strict! ):
ZHIJINGGG!!!! i'll never forget you for life alright! = x my left arm is bruised! your stoopidd teeth mark!!! eewwww! hmphf. Luckily it's not obvious anymore but it's still bruised! argh! i am going to bite you tmr okay! you got so high for chemistry! ): so angry. watch out, AAAHHHHH!
hahaha. How i wish my lit can get higher than chinese! sigh, why is zhijing so smart now? huh!
I am going to fail for english!!! Miss ng said one person failed. Who else can it be besides dawn chik HUH! tell me ):
just fifteen just fifteen please? anyway, i got B4 for mep(: yay!!! i seriously think studying for mep is hopeless lah! The lesser i study, the higher i get, so why study? LOL! kidding. i'll still study lah (:
MEPMEPMEPsucks! stupid melody writing.PFFFT!
I made sheryl sad today. She said it's because she saw me sad, she too became sad and even cried! Don't cry my dear! You'd break my heart. Initially, i was intending to go to RJC with joyce, fang, june, bush and jac to go support the debate team but oh well, MY SHERYL WAS MORE IMPT (: heh. Sheryl told me some really funny stuff about her bro... then talked for a while, went to BEBE's house and then to the playground and there were two angmoh kids. Sheryl SEDUCED them! heh! x) they followed us to her house! lol. omega is cute but SCARYY! x) today was really great! (: I LOVE SHERYL AND BERNICE ! <3<3<3
I HAVE A BIG BIG BIG BIG MOUTH :D
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Today's "excursion" was a real bore! ): and i am glad it's over!
Dont know why but i seem to miss bernice hell lots today! so i bought her a little something(:
Hope you'd like it twinnie!
ohwells! today we had this swimmer/teacher speaker. He is almost a all rounder!
He has a
hotbody!!!!:D:D and he reminds me of peter. Peter-of-the-future!! lol
oh well, he looks a bit like better i think, as i am short-sighted so cant see clearly.
Why didnt my mom give birth to me earlier? then i wouldnt have to be 13 years younger!
kidding. =p
I fell asleep during pw workshop and got told off my miss ------ ( i dont know)
hahaha. I am said to be rude and disrespectful. SORRY! ):
After that i was a good girl alright! I participated actively (: (:
I am so glad pw workshops are finally over. Actually i dont think i have benefitted from it!
The aidsters were really sweet!<3<3 they shared their prizes with us (: thanks!
alvin saw me!!! lol (:
yepp, he did! He made me feel damn stoopid, although i always am!
He asked me what bus i was on at 6.25pm! i didnt know the answer.
I knew i was in bishan already but i didnt know what bus i was on.
Now i know! (: bus 13! lol. I still havent decided on which piano.
I really want the steinburg one! (: However my dad likes the Shiuman(spell?)
sighsighsigh! my right wrist is swollen. I am really unfit! Not going for training tmr):
i'll miss you guys! train hard alright! ALL THE WAY!
BERNICE!(: may be going out with bebe tmr :D i havent checked my phone yet so i dont know if it's a yes or a no! heehee! You know you're one of my really really really good friends! you're fat! so you take up a bigbigbigplace in my heart! <3<3 ilu! (:
I bought little cards at this christian shop today (: The cards are really nice and meaningful!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY GWEN HWANG!(:
chloe's a laughing grandma (: HOHOHO! <3
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
WOWzzaaaaa!I finally trained today (: yay! after slacking for a month? I trained really hard today!:D:D:D However my strokes have deproved a lotttt! ): sigh! My forehand grip and backhand grip is wrongwrongwrong! i dont know why my grip has changed or maybe it has been like that for a long long time just that mr koh did not want to affect my strokes before the nationals! haha ohwells! iamsofatiamsofatiamsofat...@#)$(#@*$)@#($* my stoopid period just suddenly came during my 2.4 run! stoopid stomach cramp, damn painful):
BAD NEWS!
It's not exactly a new bad news, as my parents have already told me way before the nationals. I really did not want the nationals to end! ): My mom told me firmly that i can only train the most 2 times a week, or else quit squash. @#)($*@$()*#@ argh! i really dont want to stop training! Squash is my life! well, not exactly but i really loveydovey it!<3<3 i dont mind training everyday for it, really! I am kind of afraid to see mr ong. He's like so scary): i am afraid he'll scold me. I think i am probably one of the most troublesome mgsquashie everrr! First, it was ensemble[mep], now is studies! i am really good for nothing!!! why didnt i study hard and build a strong foundation in primary school? so i would not have to struggle like crazy in secondary. I am just not doing as well as the people in my class!..iamfat! GOOD NEWS!<3 well, i thought today wasnt THAT BORING right? Read a few people's blog, they made it sound so BORINGG! it wasnt that bad! (: haha i am optimistic:D BUSHIE and I are organising a class chalet! (: wwoowweee! aaaahhh i am really excited haha! i really hope to see my class bond/ class spirit in 2e! sigh, today i was trying to get the whole class to listen bushie and i, it was really difficult! ): i really really miss 1i! It was a lot easier to try to get their attention and they would show their full support! 2e, there were so many different groups, a few of them didnt even give a damn! ohwell! things will change after the chalet! (: oh, miss tang said i didnt fail for math :D hahaha! i really thought i will fail! hahaha!
SOFTIES! <3>
You girls did a great job! Well done(:
Sunday, May 15, 2005
YOU!
you suddenly entered my life,
pretended to be Mr. Nice Guy.
you tried to heal my heart,
giving it all your love.
you have almost succeeded in getting it,
just one sentence,
you've brought it all down.
how foolish of you to even try,
just leave it there to beat,
it has always been left unattended.
Why did you even bother?
Saturday, May 14, 2005
HELLO:D don't ask me why i decided to get a blog again. I don't really like blogging tho. However, exams are over now then i'd be free most of the time so i can blog. I think once we have to get back on study mode, i'll stop blogging and this blog will die and disintegrate. HAHA! anyway, yesterday i attended
ALL BEETHOVEN EVENING: SHLOMO MINTZ's concert with the mep girls. WOW! it was really nice:D really!!!! hahaha i love the overture and symphony no.8 haha cant really remember. However i didnt really listen to the violin concerto because i went up to circle 3 to sit with the rest, of course i got distracted): anyHOOTS! it was nice (: heehee.
I was suppose to have breakfast with bernice, chloe and their friend this morning, but Chloe's mom was bringing them out ): nevermind:D i am meeting them later anyway. I HOPE! There was supposed to be SQUASH DINNER tonight, but it was postponed. OH WELLS! i want to watch House of Wax(:(: but it's nc-16! i dont care i am going to try to get in. hahaha. ohoh! ruth said that COACH CARTER(i dont know the spelling) is really nice! The show reminded her of MR ONG (: heh. I suppose the movie is really motivating and it talks about team spirit. Although it's not very good to always think or be reminded of mr ong ( just kidding) but i think for most mg girls, when you mention mr ong, you'd think of a very motivational coach. yep! I don't think i'd be so determined or enthu towards squash without his OHSOLONG speeches. I DO PAY ATTENTION ALRIGHT! :D i am going to watch that. MAYBE the whole squash c'div should go watch it :D hahahaha. Training resumes on monday. I'll go! (even though some people dont want me to be in squash anymore) sighh. Why have things changed so much. Why cant be we like what we were like in sec1? The only
constant thing in this world is
change.I want to attend genex continuously for at least 4 weeks! i am going to try to achieve that.
