Tuesday, August 29, 2006
I'm really happy today! I think i only feel emo during the weekends. Now i'm back to the study mode again (: However, I shouldnt get so hyped up yet becauseee it may not last, no it will (: I did 59 Emath TYS qns in 1hr 15 mins - Average one question is 1.7 mins :/ It's not exactly very good it was good revision! I hope i get at least an A2 for this amath test! I could do the paper but i had A STEWPETEEEEEEEEEEEEE mistakeee, and Cheryl actually
SCOLDED me for it. (Cheryl, this time i let you be because i was really dumb but NEXT TIME, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!! You ARGH thaaaang:p)
After Emath Revision, i typed Geog notes and studied for my upcoming SS test (: Today's rather productive :D Guess who i saw today on my way back home?
DANIEL WONG XIAO HENG (: I like his chinese name because whenever i think of how YUCKYY my chinese name is, i'd think, "Xiao Lin, for a girl, isnt as bad as Xiao Heng, for a guy." HAHAHA. We talked about stuff while waitig for 54's grand arrival. Danie's a really good liar! He randomly pointed to a few vehicles on the road and said his dad rented them. I believed him for the first 3 vehicles but AFTER THAT, he burst out laughing ): then i realised how dumb i was and how i stewpete i looked when i EXCLAIMED, "WOWZAAAA SUCH A COOL CAR!!!" ): On the bus, Daniel was teaching me hokkien. In any matter, it still sounds crude how ever refine way you may say it in.
"WAAA GA LE GONGG!!!" :)
My best friend is DELIAAAA. My pactfriend is ZHIJING :/ that's random ):
Anyhoots, PE was aweeeeeeefully awesome today (: I had lotsa fun! We learnt the ACES Day dance today. It wasnt exactly that great but all the funny actions and sound effects Shanise and I did, WERE FUN :D However, some overly sensitive irritants just have to think i'm suffering from the pact. I AM but i'm not that BAAAAD yet okay (: No more emo posts!
23 more days!!!
Monday, August 28, 2006
I SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL NOT HAVE EMO POSTS ANYMORE (like adele:D)
boo, i've got Amath test and maybe SS test tmr. I'm so not prepaaaaaaaaaared :/ KILL ME SOMEONE. haha I'm not getting any work done, honestly! There's only a few more weeks. Anyway i think i'm really boring, like all i talk about is work and my stewpete feelings. MY LIFE IS BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! ): Maybe not, something great's happening on thursday! (Not as great as 20th Sept but great enough to keep myself happy for a while)
I'm currently talking to Benedict online. Haha it feels different talking to him. Since sec2, i kinda stop talking to unknown online people; it's been my friends and you. Benedict is not an unknown online person but he's like so much older and we dont have much in common but we're still talking to just catch and all, it feels different (: The feeling's familiar, it seemed to have found its way back, to me (: -> is this emo? :/
LALALALALALALLALAA my lovely daughter Shanise, is so stupid but still love her (:
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Dawn Chik Xiao Lin has a naggy mom,
She nags, she nags, she naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaags!
All she does is nag, nag, nag,
what else can she doooooooooooooooooooooooWHOOOWHOO?
She keeps nagging at me,
hope she becomes muteeeeeeeeeee :D
{i'm kidding mummy, i love you but you were really irritating that night so i just composed that on the spot. Using Old McDonanld had a farm tune}
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU (:
Your kiss, your smile, your mindYou're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neckWhen we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
i love you dumbdumb
Sunday, August 27, 2006
MSN Conversation with my lovely daughter, Shanise Ho Xuan Ni! :
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
oh yknow my mum said my spaghetti's really niceeeee!
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
haha
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
:/ she's your mom.
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
but she finished the whole plate!
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
i bet you'll find some on the floor. haha
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
or in her handbag
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
arghhhh
I love you loads, asS HOle (:
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Anyway, i'm counting down to 20th September. 25 more days!!! Actually, there's really nothing to be happy about because that's 600 more hours ): I'm really clear on how long a minute is (Jing made me wait for her at the SMELLY bus stop for 45 mins, i was STARING AT PHONE; counting), so 600 hours, IS HELLLLL! I'm clueless what's gonna happen in the remaining 25 days because things dont just evaporate but it accumulates. I seriously hateeee getting into those shithead emotional cycle and i thought i could control my emotions well
but you are just my weakness. Why?
"You sound stupid Dawn, shut that up."This week was pretty okay i guess. I only got my notes done. Everything is slowing down, i feel lathargic every day. My revision is ON HOLDDDD!
What's friggin happening? I thought i would be able to focus better without you but no, i'm wrong. There's a gap between me and the breakfast group (Cheryl, Hannah, Sa and Shanise); I dont know when things have started changing but it's different now. Obviously, i'm upset about it. I know i appear to be harsh and cold at times, all the time but I don't like it when my relationships with others strain too. Perhaps, it's the consequences of my actions but i really dont know what i did wrong. OR rather, maybe everyone's just more up-to-task now, less play.
Dawn, please focus.Everything's in the wrong place now.
It has been since God knows but what differs is that I'm finally facing it. (at the wrong time) God, friends, emotions, focus, determination, motivation, family, values/beliefs... the list goes on, ALL WRONG.
i miss you ):
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Well, i'm not exactly free now but i'm still gonna update (: Now's 9:16, piano, bio theory wb, music theory wb still left undone. I completed majority of my math homework, almost done with SS Chapter 6 notes ):
Anyway, update on Jing's 15th!
http://valiante.blogspot.com -> Everything's on Adele's blog :D
Sorry, i'm so lazy to update; since pictures paint a thousand words, go check it out! (Adele i'm helping you promote your blog.)
I made a
stewpete pact with Adele and Jing yesterday night. I think i'm in the "Sad" Cycle, described by Mrs Cheong during CME.
haha"May i speak to dumb dawn?"
"Here, speaking."
Conversation with FATdel <3 color="#ff0000">unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
HAHAHAHAAH YES
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
CONTINUE CONTINUE
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
see my boobies, muscles and BIG BRAINS (:
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
if you break it then you lose !!
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
hahahahdawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
NO MAN IS AN ISLAND but DAWN IS THE ISLAND <3 color="#ff0000">unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
what on earth is that ?!
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
hahahahaunorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
YOU ARE GOING CRAZYdawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
hahaha i'm gonna copy and paste on my blog (:
" lalalalala!"
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Ruth Choe (it really is her!), Dawn, Rachel Khoo - Well, this is sucha weird combination but it was a breakfast meeting. I miss how i was so close to Ruth and Rachel (at least we were closer compared to now) Besides being a MEPer student too, i have nothing in common with Ruth. Besides being a girl, i have nothing in common with Rachel.
We're all God's children, perhaps.
Shanise and Dawn - I have very few pictures with Shanise (at least just the both of us). I'm really glad that we're classmates again! Although that special bond we had in sec1 is no longer there, I look forward in having a closer friendship with you (:
The S.A.D (: I love you people loads! You guys are the closest to bestfriends i've ever had!
Adele and Dawn. This is one of the classic neoprints we took. We havent taken one together in 2 years! Anyway, she's still right there beside me, I thank God for that (: Adele, thanks for always being there for me. As we grow older and go different paths, I thankGod that our paths once crossed.
JiaMin, Dawn, June - I think God's best gift for me so far is putting me in Class 2E. I miss talking, laughing with Jia and June. It's close to impossible for us to have a proper conversation now. All we do is "HEY!", "BYE". We used to have 2 things in common - Classmates and School Team players but now, nothing at all.
We're all God's children, perhaps.
I was just viewing all the documents, pictures, and listening to the songs i have in my thumbdrive this morning. Here's one thing - I
miss the past. I aint going to elaborate or go into details. That's all i'm gonna say because i do not have the time for all those
emoshitcrap. The EOYs are coming and to those who know me well, or not even, will know EOYs matter hell lot to me.
