Sunday, September 25, 2005
i dont know what to say, what to doi thought i've already been able to pull myself out from all thesebut i guess i was just deceiving myself & escaping for the past few months,so much for being a nerd. i'll still try thoughfriday was the best day i've had in agesperhaps it's because i didnt attend school where all these come from;home studying & studying had a great time with fang ying during math tuition, thanks!mrs seow told fang ying this "fang ying, you must be glad that dawn had joined a-prime with you..." heh x)anyway, i thought today would be like any other day until i receive that phone call;i realised i've not been able to face all these,i thought i was alright because i've been running away from iti guess everyone does not want to face it toooh well, i just wished that i didnt have to face all these and that we'll always be the same,like who we were in primary school; innocent & truei never want to grow up, why cant time stop?why cant everything stay the same like i've just entered earth?parents wont age, continue to work and provide for their childrenchildren just stay as that & playthe innocent will stay the same while the bad wont get worst.when modern tecnology plays no part in our lives, or maybe where there was no sin; adam and eve obeyed Godeverything's too fact-paced and complicated for me.i'll never survive in this societyi'll never be able to comprehendi'll never be able to understand peoplei'll never be able to grab hold of anything, not myself
Monday, September 19, 2005
haha! the results are
O-U-T!!! the wang vs chik competition x) chik has 9 votes; wang has 7 votes (excluding those from the fellow wangs) it's unfair ok! i mean of course wang will support wang right? even my sister, another chik also wont support me so wang vote for wang shouldnt COUNT! haha! i win(: physics & life science are killing me! :/ cant wait for school tmr! there's chapel and no tests :D
Saturday, September 17, 2005
this week has been stressful for me: rushing through my long over-dued art colour tests & mep composition, studying for history & geography tests. I'm glad, really thankful that God has carried me through! Sonya & I still have not handed in our compositions though :p haha we're always last for everything that is assciated with mep (: hurhur! i loveee you sonya branson!!! "all the fats & love in the world, dawnae!"
today's pe lesson was great! I ponned pe, as usual. I dont know why but i just dont enjoy pe, i think it's a waste of time but i used to loveeee it :/ i think soon i'll hate sports and really become a nerd, not bad. Jia yin, becky, sulin, monyee were all "ill" & injured. haha. Initially, we were just studying, but i think we stopped when i told jiayin a little secret x) haha then i started groaning that i was really really sad then becky got me to say what was bothering me etc, so all of us started sharing all our little "burdens". I LOVEEEEE REBEKAH HENG, really although it may seem so random. I'm not very close to becky in the sense, i dont talk to her much in class or hang out much but whenever i'm really down, she seems to always be there to listen to me & guide me through etc...
THANKS BECKY (: i loveeee you anyhoots, jia sulin rebekah also shared but it was mostly about our spiritual life and how we feel about it & some friendship problems too. I just want to give a shoutout to SULIN:sulin! it was great talking to you during pe today (; i think there was this period time when we were quite close & when i was facing problems with ________, getting all worked up and all. Thanks for encouraging me and lending a listening ear. HUGS! However we've both carried on with our lives etc but today's sharing was great! Cheer up! Continue praying, bestfriends dont always need to see each other, like what you've said. If you really need someone to talk to, you can come look for me (: mug hard for EOYs & train hard :D lots of love!
JIA YIN:
i think this is my 2nd time talking to you during pe and sharing about our spiritual life & it's great! sigh, too bad your mc's going to be over next week! haha i hope we will talk more often! hurhur. I kind of got to know you better this year and a lot better during the teachers' day band preparations (: haha! study hard for EOYs, i will pray for you ok (; trust in the Lord and He will carry you through. I hope that we can all grow together, spiritually and physically :D
REBEKAH HENG:
becky, becky, beckyyy!!! haha, i dont know what to say & how to thank you for all the valuable lessons you've taught me, all the advices you've given me. thank you! I pray for you too. I guess what you've said kind of make sense :] haha. thanks becky! Get well soon, hope to get to know you better in the near future!
MONYEE:
haha! you're comical! Run 2.4 also can sprain ankle, esp when you were describing how you injured yourself...say say stammer stammer say say stammer stammer x) hahah! well, you didnt really share much but you were listening (: hahaha! get i think i got to know you slightly, SLIGHTLY better these 2 days! haha we'll go to A prime for math tuition next year together okay! hahah! study hard! we'll ace for math together! LOL
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
WHO IS BETTER?wang? NOOOOOO.chik? YESSSSSSUP (: whooots! cast your votes!:D wang i'll win alright! x)
Sunday, September 11, 2005
i'm finally updating after 2 months of hiatus :] you guys must be dying to read my posts eh (; haha However you may not be really interested in this post because i'm going to blog about
CHARLENE WANG :/ nah, i loveeee you char:D ,really(:Charlene Wang I think i've grown closer to charlene this hols & she's great! hur hur x) she always replies my msgs, whenever i need someone to rant to she has been there to lend her watchful eyes & handy fingers {to read my msgs & reply them with her heart} thanks char, you're a great friendd! i think we got closer on monday night :D when i was all upset about 12345, she suggested more than 3 ways to not think about 12345; 1- talk to her! x) 2 - read a book not romance! 3- call 12345 {if i could, i would have long ago!} oh well, thanks dearieh! char, perhaps after EOYs we could go to your hse to watch THE MAIDDDDD :/ hahaha! anyhoots, 12345 sucks after all! I've decided to distant myself from 12345, really! i'll try really really hard! you'll help me right!!! Study hard for EOYs :] all the love in the world, dawnae :D {quoted from sonya}sigh i have not been studying this whole week! i did at the start of the week but.... heh, started slacking :D sigh i dont know why but there's no drive for me to study hard, it seems as if getting into 3A2 & triple science band is not a
must, well it IS.
{Lord, give me strength, determination to study hard, do my best for you Lord, regardless of the results. Do what i may to glorify you with my best, BEST !!!}
Saturday, September 10, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANISE HO XUAN NI (:shan, i'm the first to wish you happy birthday right? x){what happened was this: i wished shanise happy birthday on the 1st of september because i kept thinking that once it's sept it's shanise's birthday but i forgot september actually had 1st, 2nd, 3rd etc... so i smsed her early in the morning... then when i was checking my inbox i saw 01/09/2005 then i was like i thought it's the 9th!?!?! hur hur}anyhoots, take care & study hard (:
