Wednesday, January 26, 2005
I GOT BACK MY PHONE!!!
hees! i finally got back my phone after 3 months! yay! hahahas. but the phone's really slow = x...as in really slow. It has also brought back many "sweet" memories i guess (: i miss _________. I know it's over, but i wish time would go back to 5 months ago. WOW! almost half a year has passed! time really flies ): it may not be such a bad thing afterall (: I'm charging my phone now, it's batt-less. hahas. I promised myself that im gonna save up and get myself a new phone ok! hahas havent really decided on which one yet, but even if i've decided, by the time i save up, it'll be an old phone ): ANWAY, today's Fergus's bdae (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OLD MAN! (: hahas. I'm not an old woman OK ! hmphf. anyway, you're 15 years old now (: take care yeah! -huggs. dont be sad k! your daddy's singing (: cheer up!
i really love adele! i think she's the best (: really! hahas she came to my house for nothing? like all the way to bishan. From mg -> orchard-> bukit timah-> finally bishan! (: yay! hahas. i think im quite mean to her at times = p hahas and we were playing with the lift! hahas. adele pressed the close button but i pressed the open button..hahas we kept doing that for at least 5 times, until some other man and woman came :p hahas (: thankew dearieh! both ad and i got RED MAMBO bag! hahas. just that it's different designs (:
zhijing! wahahhaas, thankew so much (: i really thank God for bringing you into my life! you're like my ALIVE GUARDING ANGEL! -hugss! always there to hear me out, give me advices! Without you, i think my life would be in a mess by now (: thankew. I dont know what else to say besids thankew (: I LOVE YOU <33><>
Shan! hahas. i think you look better in hairband! hahas really (: cause at first i saw you, i tot you looked like ah ma...but after OBSERVING for a while, i think you look better (: hahahas. i love youu! mwahh! hahahas. Hope the 2 or 3 of us will be able to spend more time together (: really! hahas i really want to go watch a movie and go shopping with you. yeah (: ad said you wanna watch ele---..hahas sth liddat. hahahhaas. anway, love you darhling! (: mwahh
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! tmr got friendly with SCGS ): i might be playing against hannah koh! hahahahs. i hope i'd be able to perform and give my best for my match tmr. I really want to play a match with someone who's about my standard and like not be nervous (: yeahh! im gonna do it! MGS SQUASH TEAM's gonna do it tml (: All the best! MG POWER! (: sighh. i've beeen studying for like 1 hr for history ): hahas. think im gonna fail ):
p.s: i love adele, shanise, squash and zhijing (: mwahh!
I GOT BACK MY PHONE!!!
hees! i finally got back my phone after 3 months! yay! hahahas. but the phone's really slow = x...as in really slow. It has also brought back many "sweet" memories i guess (: i miss _________. I know it's over, but i wish time would go back to 5 months ago. WOW! almost half a year has passed! time really flies ): it may not be such a bad thing afterall (: I'm charging my phone now, it's batt-less. hahas. I promised myself that im gonna save up and get myself a new phone ok! hahas havent really decided on which one yet, but even if i've decided, by the time i save up, it'll be an old phone ): ANWAY, today's Fergus's bdae (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OLD MAN! (: hahas. I'm not an old woman OK ! hmphf. anyway, you're 15 years old now (: take care yeah! -huggs. dont be sad k! your daddy's singing (: cheer up!
i really love adele! i think she's the best (: really! hahas she came to my house for nothing? like all the way to bishan. From mg -> orchard-> bukit timah-> finally bishan! (: yay! hahas. i think im quite mean to her at times = p hahas and we were playing with the lift! hahas. adele pressed the close button but i pressed the open button..hahas we kept doing that for at least 5 times, until some other man and woman came :p hahas (: thankew dearieh! both ad and i got RED MAMBO bag! hahas. just that it's different designs (:
zhijing! wahahhaas, thankew so much (: i really thank God for bringing you into my life! you're like my ALIVE GUARDING ANGEL! -hugss! always there to hear me out, give me advices! Without you, i think my life would be in a mess by now (: thankew. I dont know what else to say besids thankew (: I LOVE YOU <33><>
Shan! hahas. i think you look better in hairband! hahas really (: cause at first i saw you, i tot you looked like ah ma...but after OBSERVING for a while, i think you look better (: hahahas. i love youu! mwahh! hahahas. Hope the 2 or 3 of us will be able to spend more time together (: really! hahas i really want to go watch a movie and go shopping with you. yeah (: ad said you wanna watch ele---..hahas sth liddat. hahahhaas. anway, love you darhling! (: mwahh
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! tmr got friendly with SCGS ): i might be playing against hannah koh! hahahahs. i hope i'd be able to perform and give my best for my match tmr. I really want to play a match with someone who's about my standard and like not be nervous (: yeahh! im gonna do it! MGS SQUASH TEAM's gonna do it tml (: All the best! MG POWER! (: sighh. i've beeen studying for like 1 hr for history ): hahas. think im gonna fail ):
p.s: i love adele, shanise, squash and zhijing (: mwahh!
Sunday, January 23, 2005
there's so much i want to say.
i just don't know how to put it.
i know you've had enough of me.
so have i.
i hate who i am.
i hate the way i am.
i hate myself.
i hate everything about me.
i've thought it clear.
you don't have to tolerate me.
just leave me,
there are a lot more people out there more worthy of your love and time
let me learn things the hard way.
this then will i learn
and remember.
i thank you for loving me,
for caring for me,
for always there to listen to my ramblings.
God put you in my life.
i didn't treasure you.
i neglected you.
i misunderstood you.
i did not trust you.
i had doubts in you.
i know i'm wrong.
i'll change.
you don't have to wait for me.
thank you for teaching me.
i'm not worth it.
ONCE AGAIN,
thank you.
