Friday, December 09, 2005
i dont know what's happening & what's happened - it's tragic.
Perhaps from the very beginning it was already a mistake,
a mistake that i added you,
a mistake that i talked to you,
a mistake that our friendship developed,
a major mistake for me to fall for you.
It's happened,
two years - is how deep i've fallen into this trap.
Now that you've decided to walk away from the trap,
not wanting to care or even look at me anymore,
i'm alone. Jesus, lover of my soul! I thank you for entering my life once again, for touching my heart, for all the wonderful things you've done in my life. This jeopardy, this trap that im in, makes me cry, it takes almost all of me Lord. I pray that you'll guide me through Lord, show me your way, i want to follow you and trust you more. I want to lean on you, for you are ever constant! - your love, your words, your promises; everything. Lord, you're my pillar of strength, you made me strong. Lord, help me to live every day of my life, singing praises of you, living every day reflecting your glory, living every day as a blessing to others just as you've been to me, living every day loving every one just as your love is so abundant that it's overflowing in me!
Amen
