Sunday, July 24, 2005
1. I FAILED MY CHINESE TEST!2. PATRICIA'S GOING TO TALK TO MS TANG & MR ONG!3. Physics is killing me & Life Science is confusing me!:/These are the 3 bad things that is going to/has happened so far! ): i am really disappointed with my chinese results! I guess i am just the typical mugger type, since the test this time's main objective was to test our language foundation ): i am going to read more chinese papers, and books (maybe not books) haha. AICIRTAP sometimes gets on my nerves, arteries, veins, capillaries and what have i! argh. What's wrong with not eating the whole day and training? I dont see where's the problem! Not like i'll die right? It's only once/twice a week that i do that! Not for every training! (actually i only train twice a week:p) OHWELL! she's going to talk to miss tang and mr ong and i am going to get it from them.
Someone answer me -
Why arent i improving?
Why is my backhand and forehand so inconsistant?
Why am i so fat & slow?
Why am i given this position in the team? i dont think i deserve this seed. I stumble, i slack, i cry, i grumble
Everything's just not going too well for me! However i am glad that some still confide in me, even though i am always so busy, rushing here and there! I know i cant give you all the time you need but i'll give my best out of the time i have! it's so just touching to see some of my '04 classmates come to me and telling me about their probs, not just '04 but '05 for a min i thought i had been forgetton, thanks for confiding in me (: I really appreciate the trust! (:
;Lord, i surrender to you all my worries, burdens that you'll take them away and grant peace in my heart. You'd be the first i turn to in times of joy and troubles, i'll keep the faith. Amen.
