Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Today was C'div Squash Interhouse. YEP! I dont really like the feeling when i am put in charge of something! It was my first time "in-charge" of the whole squash interhse thingy today, until hannah and jolyn came to help me (: I was really glad when hannah came, at least she is experienced and am certain of how things should go. I am just not a good leader or not responsible enough. I somehow just dont have enough believe in myself. OH WELL! I used to thought i've learned that from squash, now it's gone. ): EVERYTHING'S FADING AWAY! I am fat, i cant run, i cant hit! what can i do ): I think i'll just study and study and BE A NERD! ): sigh. Even so, i bet i will be the most stupid nerd x(. boohoo. I WANT MY BERNICE! ): Jackson won for b'div squash, i think Jackson also won for C'div. Jolyn didnt say anything, i was too tired to ask.
Played 3 sets with jilly today! I AM REALLY LOUSY!): jillian has improved too! her shots are so much faster, more consistant and accurate now! She has really improved. that made me feel even worse, i didnt improve(ofcourse!) i DE-PROVED a lot ): i think yiling can beat me ! Since she has been training so hard. OH WELL! i wont give up so easily!
i'll come back strong and make you tremble! so then i felt fat and lousy, i went to run 10 rounds, did 40 sit crunches, half squats... cycling on the stationary bike for 20 mins. haha. I think i'll just really die for cross country tmr! ohwell, i am going to run with fang (: heh. doing to jog for at least 20 mins, so my fats/carbo will start BURNING! wooohooo! i love the idea x) i am going to LOSE WEIGHT! wooowhheee! JUNE, STOP SAYING YOU'RE FAT! shut up! ):
nana lost her wallet today ): WHOEVER THAT MEANIE IS, please return it to her? she really wants it back! she wants her neos( i am in it :D) her everything! Please, dont be mean! (: I read a book on monday!!! 'Tuesdays with Morrie' by Mitch Albom:D i have been telling everyone that i read a book and i read THAT BOOK (: wow! it's really nice! CAPTIVATING, i've learnt a lot about life from it and i'll try to rmb and hope to cope better (: Currently am reading 'No second chance' by i forgot who :p haha. i am going to start on lit soon! (:
I MISS SHERYL TEO QILIN(linqi) REAL BAD! ): GET WELL SOON DARHLING! I MISS YOUR SMILE :D
