Sunday, January 23, 2005
there's so much i want to say.
i just don't know how to put it.
i know you've had enough of me.
so have i.
i hate who i am.
i hate the way i am.
i hate myself.
i hate everything about me.
i've thought it clear.
you don't have to tolerate me.
just leave me,
there are a lot more people out there more worthy of your love and time
let me learn things the hard way.
this then will i learn
and remember.
i thank you for loving me,
for caring for me,
for always there to listen to my ramblings.
God put you in my life.
i didn't treasure you.
i neglected you.
i misunderstood you.
i did not trust you.
i had doubts in you.
i know i'm wrong.
i'll change.
you don't have to wait for me.
thank you for teaching me.
i'm not worth it.
ONCE AGAIN,
thank you.
