:)

2008-11-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

So we didnt do much actually. All the planning, did not go to waste because plannings are always fun! :) Pete surprised me at my house, HEE! Then we went grocery (junkfood) shopping. We wanted to rent a movie from Video EZY but something unexpected cropped up :( Went to pete's house, watched THE RETURN, then )#@$()(#$* then went for Sakae Buffet! :)

We ate a lot. A LOTTTT :)

Picture of the day :)

2008-11-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

My prezzie to pete <3

2nd Year! :)
I lovee you boyfriend!

I'll uploapd pictures from today once i geddit from pete but that'll be 3 days later because pete's at camp, again :(

2008-10-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Take my test, Brian! it's just for you :)

2007-08-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

"I’ve found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person’s eyes." - PAMS

So prelims have begun; I would say the papers were pretty oggay :)
CHEMISTRY: so-so. Just that i'm going to get 0 for B11 OR (hah!)
AMATH: P1 was good but P2 was kill-me-pwease :/
Engrish: FRIGGIN DIDNT COMPLETE MY FREE-WRITING :'( I'm failing engrish
GEOG: I AM :) it's the first time i did the whole paper without having to panic & i had ONE MINUTE EXTRAAAA :D

So next week's O LVL ENGRISH ORAL, Jing's Birthday, EMATH P1&2, BIO P2, SS :( I'm not prepared. It doesnt feel like it's prelims at all! IVE BEEN ONLINE ALMOST EVERY NIGHT!

Today
YAPS; It was fun but i miss the girls! Anne, Bernadette, Jilly, Grace, Jamie... NONE OF THEM CAME except CLAAAIRE! I wasn't expecting them but still i wished they would appear. POOOOF! chrisFOOL, peter, gabriel, peiyi and ariel were there today:) funfun! ohohoh, we had thai food for lunch! THAAAAI FOOD! I forgot to tell Cheryl when i called just now! Completed good governance today. I still find transparency the most important factor. I agree that fairness is very important too but it's because the government/ civil service has to be transparent that they're fair. Transparency leaves no room for corruption. I mean transparency ensures that fairness and meritocracy are upheld/hold. I AM FAILING ENGLISH, y'see.

YESTERDAY
went to Cheryl's with taugay to clarify some emath questions but we ended up doing nothing. Gabriel came over, slept, played the pianoooooooo:):), xbox, home. OH HOW CAN I EVER FORGET WHAT HAD HAAAPPENED! fluffy ran outtttt agaain :( i can't believe gabriel didnt shield me, instead he ran to Cheryl -.- WALAAAAAU.

2007-08-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Due to the lack of update, in chronological order -

Dance, Dance!

Hannah's birthday dinner:)

Ariel & Jilly - Yaps!

PlanetShakers!

Chery's chalet thing :)

2007-08-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Prelims are two days away. I'm really nervous :( Everyones tells me they're worst off, and it's oggay even if i don't do well; i've DSA but they're missing the point. It's not at all about dsa but whether i'm even capable at all!

So Chemistry and Amath start it rolling. I crashed the entire chem syllabus into four days and i'm proud to say, I've kept to my timeline and i'm doneeeeee with all the reading through and tys topical questions (: No kidding. Now, i'm left with my HELPFUL, THOUGHTFUL, KIND, CARING, PATIENT and LOVING PEIYI. I need to clarify some stuff and ask for some TIPPPPS! I'm really glad he's not in O levels:)

Blackest thing!
I'm terribly sorry for teasing you every week at tuition. I'm really thankful and grateful for your help every time my exams are here. THANK YOU, for being so patient (i'm really dumb), for being to detailed and clear in your explanations, for lending me your notes (and bringing it home. I know their your baby!), for EVERYTHINGGG! (: THANK YOU PEIYI!

Oh, about Amath! I'm sorta giving up on amath. I'm just expecting to pass. (I'm counting on you, EMATH!) haha but here's something encouraging! I went for Aprime ytd and MR KOK SAID I IMPROVEEEED!! :D:D:D:D:D (though i honestly haven't been practising much except attempting the SCSS paper) I'm going to do the bukitpanjang paper tonight!

I went guthrie with pete today. We met tooooo many people, it was baaaad! HAHAHAHA the ultimate was mrs chen! ELVINA AND I WERE SOOOO SCARED! :/ hahah
you stewpete molester, i'm going to own you soon!
Happy 9 months dude! I love you plentys! :)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDUS!<3
hope you like your present cuzzie! I'm really glad you came over to live with us :) I still remember crying on the phone to gargar when you first came. Now, I wanna thank you for bringing so much joy to the family! Also, i've learnt a lot from you! and, you better practise the piano everyday! or i'll smaaaack you! <3

2007-08-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2007-08-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

it's been a year since <3

2007-02-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Dance, Dance - Can you feel the heat?

As the name suggests, “Dance, Dance - Can you feel the heat?” is an interschool dance competition, held in aid of St Luke’s Hospital. After a round of audition(s), 8 finalists (4 soloists and 4 groups) will bechosen to perform in the finals, held on 31st March 2007, Saturday.

Participants can choose to perform a dance from various genres ranging from contemporary, to jazz and even break dancing! During the finals, the champion will be determined by both the judges, and the audience. Closing date for registration is on 23 February, Friday. So, do you have what it takes to heat up the dance floor?

For enquiries, please email mgsdancedance@gmail.com.For rules and regulations on the competition and entry forms, please visit http://www.mgs.sch.edu.sg/forStudents-downloads.htm.

2006-12-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

11th Dec:
- Piano Lesson
- Went for Yaps with Shanise
- Met Cheryl, Hannah, Sa, Andrew, Arnold, Roy & Kitty
- Dinner at J8 with Mom and Aunts
- Home

12th Dec:
- Woke up FRIGGIN EARLY to make my IC :/
- Slept till 12
- Met Jing, Shanise, Fergus, Marc and Gabriel for movie.
- Watched Casino Royale (: James Bond's nipples are daaaaaaaaarn small >.<
- Marc and Fergus left after the movie
- Ate the cake Ferg and Marc gave, at pasta mania with Shanise, Jing and Gabriel
- Took pictures with/ of the cake and Gabriel's present
- Went home
- Jing and Shanise came over
- Talked, Shanise tried to seduce Andus :/
- Cut another cake
- They went home

13th Dec:
- Attended training
- Peiling visited!
- Lunched with Sarahlim, Peiling & Jing at something five.
- Went home to practice piano
- Met Gabriel at Novena to shop for Chow's and Pam's presents (:
- Jia gave jing and us a life to pam's
- PAAARTY was fun
- Sorta 3m reunion; miss my 3m-ers
Darhlings include: (in no particular order after the first!)
1. BEST FRIEND - DEEDEE :D
2. Lian Kim
3. FatCHOW
4. Jiaaayi (: {Jia, i loveeee your present VERY MUCH<3 thanks dear!}
5. Pammee
6. Grace Aik
7. Shanya
- ate, ate, ate, games, chat, chat, home ):
- nigel called, chatted a bit then BED TIME.

G'night !

2006-11-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

PPGS AT ESCAPE THEME PARK !

We arranged to meet at Pasir Ris Bus Interchange at 10am, initially but decided to postpone it to 1030am. My dearest Jing was 45mins late, even dearest-est Adele and Shanise were at least an hour late plusplus. SIGH, why am i not surprised? ): Anyway, Jing and I went there first to play... soon after A and S came to join us! We played almost everything there, but my favourite 'Inverter' was down for maintainance ): While we were queuing for viking ship, I saw Roy Pek (Jing thinks his name sounds like Royal Pig, haha!). Yup, some primary school tuition friend whom i havent met in years, he was there with Sheryl's sister and some girl and dude. Anyhow, the trip was rather fun with all the lame jokes, so the PPGS finally hung out together (: I liked the bumper boat thingy the best (: Although i wasnt very keen on getting wet but hell, it was fun! Thanks Shanise, we were on a mission to help Shanise 're-live' her 'wet' childhood. GAAAAWD, dont ever, ever ride the viking ship with Shanise, because she has the tendency to throw up! :/ GROSSSMEOUTTT! Fortunately, she didnt because her hawwwtasssexayeMAMA was sitting next to her ! hah:D I had to leave early as usual ): I MISS YOU GUYS ):

Teach me how to keep my promise to you, well.

2006-11-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

"It's tiring and difficult maintaining a relationship." - unknown

They say, "Love is Blind"; I say Love is ~~Blinding~~. (inside joke)
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I'm currently watching "Full house", again. I LOVE THE HOUSEEEE <3

2006-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

JING
IS
BACK!
:)

2006-11-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

i miss,
Adele Ng
Alithea Chow
Charlene Wang
Cheryl Ng
Jia Yi Chin
Shanise Ho
Zhijing Lim(ps)
.

:(

I'll be attending training tmr, lydia's gonna be there (: After training, Lyd and i wil be having lunch together, and probably with Mr Koh too (if he's available). After lunch, I'll have to attend Yaps because i missed 2 lessons. Life's boring without those people mentioned above! Everyday's just been Andus, Branson and Dumbthing :( They're all fun people to be with but i really miss Zhijing, like super duper miss though she always scolds me ): I miss Shaniseeeeee and Cheryl because i havent scolded any one in days :D I miss Charlene because she said she'd watch '1 Litre of Tears' and i want her to crrrrrrrrrrrrry with me (: I miss fatchow, so FAAAATTY much :/ I just miss jiayi, no reasons! I miss adele, i miss her faceeee, just the face haha!

I DO MISS PEOPLE, too!
it's been 3 months (:

2006-11-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

I have mixed feelings about my job attachment.

2006-10-27T07:40:00.000+08:00

You're the cutest thing ever, Max Wong! I really really miss you so bad ): Please, stop growing up!

2006-10-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

you're mine, baby (:
So what, i dont even know how to use it. My sister had to teach me how to switch it on.

I had cello early in the morning, then came home, slept from 1pm to 530pm. I was supposed to go to Cheryl's house to discuss about the class party this coming friday. YES 3M, THIS COMING FRIDAY'S THE CLASS PARTY!!!! Hiyo, my classmates are the ultimate :/ Anyway, i hope, really hope that Elvina will be able to persuade her mom and lend us her house ! Anyway, Faye and my favourite Yeye came back this afternoon :D I HAAAAAD THE MOST SCRUMPTIOUS, DELICIOUS dinner in daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays. I THINK I LOST WEIGHT (: [keep dreaming] haha, I missed Faye and Yeye tons. Although i hardly speak to Faye at home but she's the only one who daos and scolds me so, "SISTER FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYE, I MISSED YOU". My yeye's sick ): He slept at 830, so i didnt get to talk to him. Faye bought lotsa junk foooooooooooooood back :P My favourite sausages, sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets and chocolates <3 I told myself to lose weight this holidays but IF I GAIN MORE FIRST, and lose it later, i will feel a greater sense of accomplishment, right?

Tmr's the funfair! I don't know if it'll be fine ): In any case i have to go to school tmr to settle some class party stuff and attend some IDIOTICCCCCCCCCCC GAMELAN WORKSHOP ): sigh at least it's not Kompang. Kompang music is really confusing ): I cant score in that at all! I'm not racist alright. Talking to dumbthing now; Sometimes i really think he's dumb and loser-ish! haha x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN CHIK!

2006-10-17T09:39:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging because, I AM OBSESSED WITH DRAMAS :D I've been watching korean/taiwan dramas all day. It's really addictive, though some find that all the plots are similar. I wouldnt deny that fact but dude, i'm bored ): Anyway, some dumbthing has been reading my blog, so i deleted a few posts:p Dumbthing, it's nothing bad about you, i just don't want you to read it, please? Trust me okay (;

Anyway, i got back MEP and Chemistry papers today. I must say, God is really watching over me, protecting and guiding me. Thank You Daddy! I'm not only saying that because i attained my As for these two papers but really, i've done nothing worthy of those marks and even if I do fair poorly for the upcoming papers, I know what i've received is more than enough. Thank You!

So far...
MEP - 70.5/100 : A2
Chemistry - 71/100 :A2

I'm gonna watch my wei xiao pasta now (: tata!
P.S: Nigel Wee, if you ever read this, congrats on losing weight! Work harder :D

2006-10-09T09:56:00.000+08:00

The exams are not officially over but this week's just Amath, Chinese and MEP. Fine, it's not just, I still have to clarify some doubts and memorise the Trigo Identities and make sure i know what the questions are asking for, and mug for MEP. I thought MEP was quite slack, somewhat similar to the last test we had but i was just telling Ruth what we have to learn, it seemed never ending ): After updating, i'm going to practice Amath!

TO - DO LIST! (In random order)
1. Do a 1000-piece Jigsaw puzzle
2. Go to Escape theme park
3. Organise a Class Party
4. Organise a PPGS chalet
5. Play Squash with dumbthing
6. Study with dumbthing
7. Watch all the dramas (Korean, Taiwan etc)
8. Learn how to make Chocolate :D
9. Visit Children's home
10. Work! (:
11. Yappies Outing
11 (a). Watch horror with Peiyi!
12. Spend more time with PPGS
13. Paint my room
14. Flag-day for Anti-Drug mission
15. HAVE A BIRTHDAY PARTY :D
16. Catch up and meet up with the fellow 2E'05/ primary school/tuition people (:
17. LOSE WEIGHT ( hah)
18. Date with Nigel and Leonard
I'll update whenever i think of something.

I'm done, loveeee.

2006-09-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

"You didn't lie, I'm just weaker than you think."

Happy Birthday Benedict! :D
May you have a Blessed birthday! - 120906

Happy Birthday Marcus Ong! - 110906

2006-09-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Shanise Ho Xuan Ni!

The birthday alarm you set in my phone 5 months ago, sounded at 9am.
I got to know you in Sec1I, where You, Adele and I formed the S.A.D! The trios was not sad at all! We've had many fun and great times together; The stupid things we did together will never be forgotten! I actually saw you before school even started, remember? I met you at the MG bookstore during the hols and you were with your mom? My first impression was, "This girl is so 'gu niang', keeping such long hair etc..." You were that loser who didnt know how to plait your own hair! HAHAHAAHAA. I remembered when we wanted to trade you for Jac because we hardly knew you then and preferred Jac to you. SORRRRRRRRRRY SHAN ): You've proved us wrong, you're sucha an awesome friend (: That was the past. Your influence and presence did not only matter in the past, but till now! Thank You for always listening to me rants and tolerating my HORRRRID temper. Thank You for always accompanying me for breakfast every morning. Thank You for singing to and with me daily! "Dawn Chik Xiao Lin has a naggy mom..." I LOVEEE YOU SHANISE HO! (: Thank You for the countless hugs and reassurance you've given me! Thank You so much my sexaye hotass daughter

2006-09-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

Shanise's birthday is tomorrow! 090906 (:
Sorry i couldn't spend much time with you today, wasnt feeling well!
Hope you enjoyed lunch (: and your present will be ready by monday! haha

I LOVEEEE YOU SHANISE HO XUAN NI! <3 Celebrated Shanise's and Alexius's birthdays today. It was fun i guess (:

Thank You for making today the worst day of my life!
You've got your revenge.
i'm hurt, happy.
Somethings arent all you think it is,
you just cant play with this.

2006-09-06T14:29:00.000+08:00

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone – to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God, to a Christian says, “No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with living, loved by me alone. I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in me is satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me – exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and ongoings. I want you to have the very best. Please allow me to bring it to you – just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things – keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I am. Keep learning and listening to the things I have to tell you … you must wait.

Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or that I’ve given them. Don’t look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking up at me, or you’ll miss what I have to show you. And then, when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any would dream. You see, until the one I have for you is ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I have prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience to the love that exemplifies your relationship with me… and this is perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this wonderful love, I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself. I know that I love you utterly. I am the God almighty. Believe and be satisfied.

I got it from Samanatha Kwan's blog, thank you (: I hope she doesnt mind me copying and pasting her whole post, but this hit me hard. Many of us carrying out each day, doing the things we want, taking it as a form of offering to God in replacement of our absence. God wants our 100% attention, he doesnt want us to replace it with academic, music, sports achievements. These all, mean nothing at all. He wants us, His Children; Your heart alone.

It's good to have set goals and have ambitions; these we've been taught since young. However, we must not be too narrow-minded and let these may-bes become must-haves. God is beyong our comprehension, He has a wonderful plan for us; Jeremiah 29:11 We must allow him to work in our lives. We must.

Let us stop whatever we're doing now and think about current situations. Is this the life you want to lead? Be always fighting so hard for things that never, ever satisfy. You're tired, you cant tell right from wrong; you don't want to either. You don't want to continue this race, you wish you never started because it's taking all of you.

Please, get it right with God; One whose love's never unending, strength never depleting.

"Lead, and i will follow."

2006-09-05T14:37:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.

You Should Study:

Art
Art history
Architecture
Comparative religions
Eastern religion
Education
Music
Philosophy

What Should You Study?

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Shanise is your soulmate.

You truly love Cheryl.

You consider Gabriel Lee (Ewww) your true friend.

You know that ZhiJing is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Adele for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Hannah! is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Stewpete is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Nigel is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Nigel changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Vanessa is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Vanessa has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

You Aren't Scary, You're Scared

Probably even scared to see how this quiz came out!

How Scary Are You?

You Are 70% Grown Up, 30% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

2006-09-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

pete121@msn.com says:
if i wana see a hot bod i'll look in the mirror

fullstop.

2006-09-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

You Are Bert

Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them!
You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you
You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil
How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

2006-09-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

7 more days to Shanise Ho's Birthday (:

i love you :D

I had lunch with Jing and Cheryl today. IT WAS DUMB :/

2006-08-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

I'm really happy today! I think i only feel emo during the weekends. Now i'm back to the study mode again (: However, I shouldnt get so hyped up yet becauseee it may not last, no it will (: I did 59 Emath TYS qns in 1hr 15 mins - Average one question is 1.7 mins :/ It's not exactly very good it was good revision! I hope i get at least an A2 for this amath test! I could do the paper but i had A STEWPETEEEEEEEEEEEEE mistakeee, and Cheryl actually SCOLDED me for it. (Cheryl, this time i let you be because i was really dumb but NEXT TIME, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!! You ARGH thaaaang:p)

After Emath Revision, i typed Geog notes and studied for my upcoming SS test (: Today's rather productive :D Guess who i saw today on my way back home? DANIEL WONG XIAO HENG (: I like his chinese name because whenever i think of how YUCKYY my chinese name is, i'd think, "Xiao Lin, for a girl, isnt as bad as Xiao Heng, for a guy." HAHAHA. We talked about stuff while waitig for 54's grand arrival. Danie's a really good liar! He randomly pointed to a few vehicles on the road and said his dad rented them. I believed him for the first 3 vehicles but AFTER THAT, he burst out laughing ): then i realised how dumb i was and how i stewpete i looked when i EXCLAIMED, "WOWZAAAA SUCH A COOL CAR!!!" ): On the bus, Daniel was teaching me hokkien. In any matter, it still sounds crude how ever refine way you may say it in.

"WAAA GA LE GONGG!!!" :)

My best friend is DELIAAAA. My pactfriend is ZHIJING :/ that's random ):

Anyhoots, PE was aweeeeeeefully awesome today (: I had lotsa fun! We learnt the ACES Day dance today. It wasnt exactly that great but all the funny actions and sound effects Shanise and I did, WERE FUN :D However, some overly sensitive irritants just have to think i'm suffering from the pact. I AM but i'm not that BAAAAD yet okay (: No more emo posts!

23 more days!!!

2006-08-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

I SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL NOT HAVE EMO POSTS ANYMORE (like adele:D)

boo, i've got Amath test and maybe SS test tmr. I'm so not prepaaaaaaaaaared :/ KILL ME SOMEONE. haha I'm not getting any work done, honestly! There's only a few more weeks. Anyway i think i'm really boring, like all i talk about is work and my stewpete feelings. MY LIFE IS BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! ): Maybe not, something great's happening on thursday! (Not as great as 20th Sept but great enough to keep myself happy for a while)

I'm currently talking to Benedict online. Haha it feels different talking to him. Since sec2, i kinda stop talking to unknown online people; it's been my friends and you. Benedict is not an unknown online person but he's like so much older and we dont have much in common but we're still talking to just catch and all, it feels different (: The feeling's familiar, it seemed to have found its way back, to me (: -> is this emo? :/

LALALALALALALLALAA my lovely daughter Shanise, is so stupid but still love her (:
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Dawn Chik Xiao Lin has a naggy mom,
She nags, she nags, she naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaags!
All she does is nag, nag, nag,
what else can she doooooooooooooooooooooooWHOOOWHOO?
She keeps nagging at me,
hope she becomes muteeeeeeeeeee :D

{i'm kidding mummy, i love you but you were really irritating that night so i just composed that on the spot. Using Old McDonanld had a farm tune}

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU (:

2006-08-28T07:19:00.000+08:00

~~Your kiss, your smile, your mind~~
You're sunlight in my eyes
~~I miss your breath on my neck~~
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
~~I'm naked, I cant fake it.~~
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

~~Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in~~
~~Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.~~

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
~~I'm naked, I cant fake it.~~
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
~~I'm naked, I cant fake it.~~
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

i love you dumbdumb

2006-08-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

MSN Conversation with my lovely daughter, Shanise Ho Xuan Ni! :
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
oh yknow my mum said my spaghetti's really niceeeee!
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
haha
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
:/ she's your mom.
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
but she finished the whole plate!
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
i bet you'll find some on the floor. haha
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
or in her handbag
coldfusion_91@hotmail.com says:
arghhhh

I love you loads, asS HOle (:
-----------------------------------------
Anyway, i'm counting down to 20th September. 25 more days!!! Actually, there's really nothing to be happy about because that's 600 more hours ): I'm really clear on how long a minute is (Jing made me wait for her at the SMELLY bus stop for 45 mins, i was STARING AT PHONE; counting), so 600 hours, IS HELLLLL! I'm clueless what's gonna happen in the remaining 25 days because things dont just evaporate but it accumulates. I seriously hateeee getting into those shithead emotional cycle and i thought i could control my emotions well but you are just my weakness. Why?

"You sound stupid Dawn, shut that up."

This week was pretty okay i guess. I only got my notes done. Everything is slowing down, i feel lathargic every day. My revision is ON HOLDDDD! What's friggin happening? I thought i would be able to focus better without you but no, i'm wrong. There's a gap between me and the breakfast group (Cheryl, Hannah, Sa and Shanise); I dont know when things have started changing but it's different now. Obviously, i'm upset about it. I know i appear to be harsh and cold at times, all the time but I don't like it when my relationships with others strain too. Perhaps, it's the consequences of my actions but i really dont know what i did wrong. OR rather, maybe everyone's just more up-to-task now, less play. Dawn, please focus.

Everything's in the wrong place now. It has been since God knows but what differs is that I'm finally facing it. (at the wrong time) God, friends, emotions, focus, determination, motivation, family, values/beliefs... the list goes on, ALL WRONG.

i miss you ):

2006-08-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm not exactly free now but i'm still gonna update (: Now's 9:16, piano, bio theory wb, music theory wb still left undone. I completed majority of my math homework, almost done with SS Chapter 6 notes ):

Anyway, update on Jing's 15th!
http://valiante.blogspot.com -> Everything's on Adele's blog :D
Sorry, i'm so lazy to update; since pictures paint a thousand words, go check it out! (Adele i'm helping you promote your blog.)
I made a stewpete pact with Adele and Jing yesterday night. I think i'm in the "Sad" Cycle, described by Mrs Cheong during CME. haha
"May i speak to dumb dawn?"
"Here, speaking."

Conversation with FATdel <3 color="#ff0000">unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
HAHAHAHAAH YES
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
CONTINUE CONTINUE
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
see my boobies, muscles and BIG BRAINS (:
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
if you break it then you lose !!
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
hahahah
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
NO MAN IS AN ISLAND but DAWN IS THE ISLAND <3 color="#ff0000">unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
what on earth is that ?!
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
hahahaha
unorthodox_@hotmail.com says:
YOU ARE GOING CRAZY
dawn_say_hi@hotmail.com says:
hahaha i'm gonna copy and paste on my blog (:

" lalalalala!"

2006-08-20T02:03:00.000+08:00

Ruth Choe (it really is her!), Dawn, Rachel Khoo - Well, this is sucha weird combination but it was a breakfast meeting. I miss how i was so close to Ruth and Rachel (at least we were closer compared to now) Besides being a MEPer student too, i have nothing in common with Ruth. Besides being a girl, i have nothing in common with Rachel. We're all God's children, perhaps.

Shanise and Dawn - I have very few pictures with Shanise (at least just the both of us). I'm really glad that we're classmates again! Although that special bond we had in sec1 is no longer there, I look forward in having a closer friendship with you (:

The S.A.D (: I love you people loads! You guys are the closest to bestfriends i've ever had!

Adele and Dawn. This is one of the classic neoprints we took. We havent taken one together in 2 years! Anyway, she's still right there beside me, I thank God for that (: Adele, thanks for always being there for me. As we grow older and go different paths, I thankGod that our paths once crossed.

JiaMin, Dawn, June - I think God's best gift for me so far is putting me in Class 2E. I miss talking, laughing with Jia and June. It's close to impossible for us to have a proper conversation now. All we do is "HEY!", "BYE". We used to have 2 things in common - Classmates and School Team players but now, nothing at all. We're all God's children, perhaps.

I was just viewing all the documents, pictures, and listening to the songs i have in my thumbdrive this morning. Here's one thing - I miss the past. I aint going to elaborate or go into details. That's all i'm gonna say because i do not have the time for all those ~~emoshitcrap~~. The EOYs are coming and to those who know me well, or not even, will know EOYs matter hell lot to me.

2006-07-17T10:20:00.000+08:00

on the phone with chick a while ago..
Part 1 -
dawn: i don't know what i should wear tonight.
adele: oh wear what you wore when we went for battle of the bands audition !
dawn: but i've already ironed them to return to you.
adele: it's okay i can lend you for a longer period of time.
dawn: but the skirt is so short !
adele: NO IT'S OKAY. you look good in it(: AND THE FACT THAT YOUR LEGS ARE SHORT MAKES THE SKIRT LOOK LONGER.
dawn: thanks huh ! then when i sit down my fats will be protruding.
adele: NO IT WON'T HAPPEN LA.
dawn: i'll feel cold although i have lots of fats and everyone else who are going don't have fats to contribute to me.
adele: YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE 12345 !
dawn: he doesn't have fats either.
adele: YOU CAN HUG HIM OR SOMETHING !
dawn: awww so sweet <3 he can hug me under his arms.
adele: HAHAHAHAH AND YOU CAN SMELL HIS ARMPIT HAIR.
dawn: BESTFRIEND, I HATECHUUUUUUUUU. HATE YOU AH./

Part 2 -
adele: i asked him to lend me his extra tie but he said he lent it to someone else already ):
dawn: oh how about 12345's ?!
adele: haha you can wear his tie !
dawn: ewww i don't want. i bet his tie is really smelly cause he sweats so much.
adele: you can borrow his extra tie.
dawn: NOOOOOOOO THEN THERE WON'T BE HIS MANLY SMELL ANYMORE.
adele: haha then wash it or something !dawn: haha can you imagine if i wash his tie with my clothes then my clothes will have his smell ! <33
adele: ZOMG IMAGINE WALKING ON THE STREETS SMELLING LIKE A MAN./

Part 3 -
dawn: you know i woke up this morning and i was smelling 12345's ass ?
adele: HUH ?!dawn: cause i left the cookie monster beside me and when i woke up this morning the cookie monster's ass was in front of my face.
adele: HAHAHA I CAN ACTUALLY IMAGINE YOU SNIFFING 12345'S ASS.

fatdel loves obesechick(:

VICE VERSA TOO :D

2006-07-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

i can't stand the fact that dawn chick doesn't blog at all.
adele will be nice AS USUAL & help her blog.

DAWN CHICK IS A HAIRY MONSTER.
& SHE LIKES TO SAY, "FIRST THE WORST THE BACKSIDE BURST, SECOND THE BEST AND THIRD THE HAIRY PRINCESS".
now you know why she always wants to be second. heh.

the powerpuff girls went out today ! all four of us(:
it's been a LONGLONGLONGLONGLONGGGGGGGGGG time.
so the four of us are really happy yay :D

2006-07-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

Meet my new friend, Gabriel :D

Anyway, i'm only updating cause Nathan Khoo said so and also partly because of Gabriel:D Today was boring, went out with some BAAAABOOON today. I saw Adele Tee, some HC squasher and Daniel. {Did i tell you he's getting more cute by the ~~day~~minuteee:D} G'night!

2006-06-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

I AM ADELE, HEAR ME ROAR! RAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
haha that was probably the main part of the post.

anyway, thou shalt be dawn chick today.
so today i went for training LATE (on purpose), just in time for lunch with peiling, hannah, sarah lim, lydia, mr koh, adele and jilly.
we had prata for lunch ! i had egg and egg + onion prata. I AM SUCH A PIG.
yeah then i went for tuition for an hour while adele went to meet zhijing and shanise at j8.
AWW MAN I'M SORRY ADELE, I KNOW I WAS REALLY LATE ):
walked around with adele to get stuff for the blazer and headed home.
& i can't remember the rest.

BABY I LOVE YOU, OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BABY I NEED YOU, OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2006-06-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

Adele asked me to do a proper update, so here's it.

I woke up at 830 am because Patricia didn't wake me up :/ I called Zhijing and found out that she was only on her way there, so i thought adele must still be in bed but WE WERE WRONGGG. (yes we, zhijing and i;p) Adele was the first or first sec 3 to be there (CLAPS!!!), next yiling then jing. I arrived there at 1030 because i decided to bath(: Trained a little, played 3 setters with Jing then headed to Bukit Timah Market for lunch with Mr Koh, Adele and jing (: MR KOH'S THE WOMAN :D he's really mothery-ly. He brings tissue every where he goes but i guess that's good because without him, we'll all be dirty girls! haha

So Mr Koh gave us a lift to adele's house and i went there to bath. I think adele wants to kills me now:D Thanks ADELE!, for your toilet, towel, shampoo, soap, shirt & shorts and money!:) I LOVE ADELE NG. We promised to meet fang/ joyce and june at 130 but ended up arriving at 230 :D SORRY GUYS. Some girl had to keep changing her top :/ i was PARTIALLY at fault too ): Talked to June for a while then took a few retarded pics and June had to leave for dental ): JUNE'S HOT STUFF BABY :D Walked around with Joyce, Fang and Adele. WE STALKED ------- & ------ :D It was short but thrilling ! haha wanted to catch a movieeee at cine but didnt manage to in the end. We went down to subway and TALKED TALKED TALKED (:

We arrived at the topic - ZESTIN SOH. haha we were just insulting him and all then he suddenly appeared in front of us. FREEEEEEEEEEEEAKY. Some stuff happened then we decided to settle down at burger king since adele's friend, Ben SAY/ OH?, was there. Joyce called bend - the - dick up and he answered, talked then hung up. blahblah LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH. Fang realised she had lost her wallet ): but some cleaner found it in the bin. I had to leave to meet parents and SRC.

2006-06-16T02:23:00.000+08:00

#1) What is your phone brand?Panasonic V (somthing :/)
#2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?056
#3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? A very long msg from Kitty Tan
#4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Magdalene Ho
#5) Who's the last person you rang?Cheryl Ng
#6) Who was your last missed call from? Nigel Wee
#7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Daimler Ngiam
#8) What does the last message in your inbox say?" Very long too:/ From Stewpete:)
#9) Who comes up under J? June Ngiam, June Lim, Jolyn, JiaYi, Jia Jun, Jia Yin, Jia Min, Jia Hui, Jaclyn Chow Jade Chia, James Woo, Jasmine Kwok, Jasmine Tan m Jaenneatte Chow, Jeremy Pereira, Jeremy, Jessica, Jessica Tan, Jeszica Jia En, Jillian Lye, Joanne Tham, Joanne Wong, Jospehine, Joy Tan, Joyce Yap, Justin Lee, Jonathan Wong
#10) Who was the last person you messaged?Kitty Tan
#11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?Shermaine
l#12) Who's your network provider?Singtel
#13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?413
#14) What do you have as your background? A picture of me and Rachel Tay
#15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?Rachel Koh
#16) Who do you have on speed dial 3? No one
#17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have? whuut?
#18) Who's the first person who comes up under c? Carmen Yeo
#19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?5 bars :)
#20) What do you have as your main ringtone? My phone's forever on silent; vibration?

From Jana Loh, my new CHIJ St Nicks friend :)

2006-06-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

1)Are you afraid of being single?
I have God with me forever:)
2) What do you do when you can't sleep?
Think of the agenda for the next day or reflect on certain aspects of my life.
3) How far would you go to get something you really want?
I'll give my best; anything within my means {E.g. Getting into RJC}
4) What time is it right now?
8:21pm
5) Do you go for personality or looks?
Personality definately.
6) What's your fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
Huh dude?
7) What makes you really happy?
Achieving my goals :)
8) Are you a negative person?
No, You cant afford to be one if you want to survive in reality.
9) Do you believe in 'Reincarnation'? No
10) What's your fave online news site? -
11) Which celebrity do you think you most resemble? There's no way any one can become a celebrity looking like Dawn Chik. EEWWW.
12) What do you think the meaning of life is? Doing God's will on Earth and letting more know about my awesome Daddy in heaven :D
13) Fave color? Everything :)
14) Which Instant Messaging programs do you use? Msn / Skype
15) Are you good with computers? no
16) How many kids do you want when you grow up? 3: Son, Daughter, Son
17) Ever been to a concert? Almost every week or so.
18) What type of music can you NOT stand? Techno
19) If you had to rate yourself on a scale of 1 - 10, what would it be overall? Why not you tell me instead?
20) What size of shoe do you wear? 6
21) What are your habits? Not too sure.
22) What was the last thing you did for a friend? I helped her patch up with her other friend :)
23) Last thing you ate? Dinner: Rice, Fish, Vegetables
24) Last thing you drank? Soup
25) What do you think is the most stupid law? -
26) How many people are on your buddylist? What buddy list? Msn Contact list: 285
27) What site do you go most of your pc time? Various blogs, Hotmail Inbox, Friendster
28) Do you like seafood? Yes
29) What is your fave place to eat out at? Swensons, Pastamania
30) Worst insult you ever heard about yourself? From adele, too much (Uncountable)
31) Best compliment you've received from someone? Can't remember.
32) Are you picky? Yes, quite.
33) Place you go to get your hair cut? Monsoon
34) Perfect place to go on your first date with someone? Never thought of that.
35) What age is considered old? 38 < 36) Have you met any celebrities? Cant remember.
37) Do you get along better with men or women? Both
38) What is the best quality about you? You tell me.

From dearest Fishpear, Yuli :D

2006-06-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

Let me do some photo blogging. Cliche; Pictures paint a thousand words.

MEP Camp, Group1 (Joy ditched me:/)

Squash Prize Presentation. Joanne, Dawn, Jade

Dawn; Sulin. I MISS YOU SO MUCH RUNNING PARTNER.

My Amath Teacher at Aprime - Mrs Chang. Thanks Sam :D

2006-06-13T14:58:00.000+08:00

I'm counting down till stewpete comes back :)

106 more hours.

2006-06-13T05:08:00.000+08:00

I'm going to link Nathan Khoo Li Wei now.

-
LINKED.

2006-06-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

A funny conversation, go figure :
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
AYE AYE. I COULD WATCH SHES THE MAN AGAIN YOU KNOW. haha. i wouldn't mind.
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
Defeats the purpose.
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
aye, i wouldnt need to tell you what the story line is what.
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
im gonna watch it again you know.
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
haha then go watch it again with someone else.
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
FINE.
gotcha #1
-
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
anw, DAWN, my dad said i could invite my friends over and we could have a PAINTING MY ROOM PARTY. (:
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
So are you informing me or inviting me?
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
INVITING.
gotcha #2
-
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
Must we paint your room for you?
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
NO DAWN, YOURE WATCHING ME PAINT.
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
Can we paint anything we want?
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
uhh, of course not.
pink_chubby_babe@hotmail.com says:
im being sacarstic. -.-
{"Youth stays long enough only to strengthen our shoulders for the burdens ahead. says:
You have to pay me to watch you.
gotcha #3
-----------------
haha i think i irritated Cheryl 3 times in 5 mins. HAWHAW.

About last night, i talked to Nathan Khoo online then he told me about notpron and i had fun :D Although Nathan gave me hints for every round except the 1st :p I'm so stewpete, i'm not to blame for i have a stewpete friend. HEE. It's really challenging and i'm still stuck at lvl 5 from ytd night :( I was really determined to solve the riddles (at least #5) myself but i'm too dumb, Nathan please come online? I need your hints :D It defeats the purpose if anyone helps you but i guess i don't have a choice? NATHAN GOT EVERYTHING SOLVED BY HIMSELF!! hmphff.

CLAP FOR NATHAN :)

2006-06-10T15:09:00.000+08:00

I WATCHED THE OMEN TODAY :D
{Peiyi, who says i'm scared! I stayed throughout the whole movieeee dude!}
I watched the Omen with Jia Jun, Ruilina and Jade today :D It's not a weird combination, we're all squashies! The seating arrangement was Ruiling, Jade, Dawn then Jia Jun. This is an important point to note because when Jia Jun screams, you can forget about being composed. Jia Jun and i screamed at almost every other loud and fast scene. I got really scared, started tearing a bit but i'm over it :D The Omen is not a horror movie but it's "scary" because it's about the rise of the antichrist :/ If i grade it like any movie, the Omen, SUCKS BIG TIME. The storyline and ending sucked. I really have no idea why i watched it :( If you're looking for a horror film, try silent hill or something.

I went for "training" today at 1130. After training, went for lunch at Holland V with Ruth, Zhijing, Jolyn and Mr Koh :) I LIKE MR KOH. He's really nice and all. Ms Ng said 'nice' is the worst word to describe anything or person. It has no stand. Mr Koh's great :D I really wish we can have such lunch gatherings regularly! :D I miss squash ): There's nothing I can say when they start talking about squash. You're not supposed to be involved in it anymore.

2006-06-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
JUNE LIM MO FANG ! (: {i love mo(4)mo(4)}
Charmaine Phang ! (:
Siew Suet Yen {Go suet! No sweat (;}
---------------------------------------

It's 1:12 am in the morning and i think i better sleep because i have to wake up extra early tmr to be that Cheryl's house by 930 am. KILL CHINESE. KIL CHINESE PROJECT ):

I'm going to summarise what i did today (070606)
- went for training (WHEEEE)
- Sulin came :D:D:D
- played 5 setter with Ruth, lost to her by one point! :/ (great game once again!)
- muscle cramp/strain. whuuuuuutever.
- bought a new squash shirt from mr koh
- had lunch with SCGS girls at KAP
- Jia Jun, Ruiling and I are going to RJC (yes, we can do it!)
- I finally got my christmas/birthday present from Ruiling today! I love it:D (thanks!)
- Went to Yaps for chinese tuition: Stayed there for 3 hours! (I did my work alright)
- Went down to Kallang to support Jillian and Nicole for Asian Juniors
- I missed Nicole's game ): Jillian played against a girl from India (That girl's amazing!)
- Took 16 with Jolyn to City Hall
- Had dinner with Parents and Faye
- Went home
- I havent been aiming right at stewpete ):

THE END.

2006-06-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

Life's boring. Well, at least mine is.

050606 [Monday]: Complete theory homework. Piano Lesson at 1530. Complete Amath Online Test. Pack my desk and room. BOO ):
060606 [Tuesday]: Beverly Becker's birthday:) OMEN !!! :/ (obviously i cant watch it because MI3 scared me, loser). Squashing with Sulin in the morning. Aprime tuition fro 430 to 630.
070606 [Wednesday]: Charmaine Phang, Suet Yen and June Lim's birthdays :D:D:D Going for squash training with Jolyn:). Lunch with SCGS girls - Jade, Ruiling & Joanne! Plan what to do for Chinese project. Do math ): Practise the piano.
080606 [Thursday]: Go to Cheryl's house for chinese project with Grace. ( I miss fatchow!). Get biology notes from cheryl:D and study for biology. Practise the cello and piano :/
090606 [Friday]: Do math (I must get As for both math next term!) Practise the piano. Study biology (make notes if needed). Read up on chemistry, complete titration ws.
100606 [Saturday]: Yaps; Read the chinese book, write Zhou Ji, hopefully complete jian bao. Genex. Biology or Amath. Piano or Cello.

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

2006-06-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

Honestly, blogging is not my cup of tea and the only reason i'm doing it is because I'M BORED. Laugh all you want ): The MGSquashies will be back tmr:D and i'm going to squash with Jolyn on wednesday! I think i put on a lot of weight (fats! :/) I havent exercised since NAFA. OBS was nothing, so stop making such a big fuss about it (Not like NAFA was but that was the last time i ran for more than1km.) HAHAH bigFATloserrr.

Stewpete and I attempted to break our 7 hrs record ytd night but failed. MY BAD. We were on the phone from 1120 till 3 plus and i finally gave up. Sorry stewpete ): For the last hour or so, he's been just trying to keep me awake. We didnt even have any "conversation" because he's always "OI-ing", "DAWN!-ing" and blowing into the phone to keep me awake, so it was kinda boring for him too right and obviously i just wanted to sleep :( We have the entire June hols, we can do it :)

Aprime was super funny today! haha Although i was like half asleep the entire time, i was awake for the funny parts :p "Dawn, you look like a zombie" - Mrs Chang. S-- --- is friggin funny and so is Ms Teo :D Ms Teo, "--- --- You look like an uncle in the coffee shop...". Mrs Chang, "Yeah, actually i agree with Ms Teo, you're just missing something. A singlet!" BWAAAAHAHAHHAA. That exact same item was in my head when Mrs Chang said he was missing something. Anyhoos, trigo is quite fun so far :D

I'm peeling :(

2006-06-03T13:07:00.000+08:00

MEP CAMP'06 IS OVER!!! (finally, dudes)

Initially i was looking forward to the MEP Camp:D I wanted to make friends with MEPers. Seriously, i only had 2 MEP friends from other schools luh. Honestly, no one in MGS (at least the Sec3s), bothers about MEP; No one studies for it, no one even knows about the MEP orchestra or whatever SNYO. haha I've only heard of it recently from the St Nicks/Rgs/Ri students. Everyone is like so excited about these musical participations, except us. It's as if you're like in the coolest sports or something. If only i have the same enthusiasm/ passion as them. However, i didnt really enjoy myself there. Break times were all i wanted. hah!

I was in GROUP 1 with Joy Tan. Here's the list of people in my group:
1. Lee Jingda (don't know who :/)
2. David Yee (Nice, helpful)
3. Gene Lim (Funny, friendly)
4. Gabriel Lee (No comments)
5. Marcus Conrad Lee (Choir boy)
6. Valentia Tan (Nice, funny)
7. Hong Shao Yu (don't know who)
8. Lou Shixun (Sings loudly, shy)
9. Dawn Chik! (COOL & FAT)
10. Joy Tan ( You left me alone today!:/)
11. Chan Yan Ru (Quiet yet sings a lot)
12. Joanne Wong (Loud, action-packed, funny)
13. Mifiona Quah (absent)
14. Stephanie Chan ( Jovial, funny)
15. Rachel Tay (funny, weirdddd :D)
16. Mandytien (cuteee!)
17. Amanda Chia (Quiet yet giggles a lot)
18. Shermaine Tan (Helpful, cute!)
19. Guo Yu Ze (nice)
20. Dhruv Goyal (nice)
21. Toh Xue Qian (nice)

I only got to know most of my group mates better today so can't comment much. I was dying today because Joy ditched me and i was the only MG girl in the group. However, the other girls were really nice, friendly and helpful (: (: Thanks! I took a few retarded photos with Rachel and Stephanie today (: I'm going to upload it soon!

We had to put up a performance, it went okay. Most of us exchanged numbers/email addresses etc blahblahblah and it was over :D:D:D Stayed in the canteen with Branson, Selby and Joanna, we were CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZY i'd say (:

LIANY'S THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD NOW :D:D:D

2006-06-01T10:20:00.000+08:00

Okay, i have a blog again and it's the holidays again.
This June holiday is really boring and besides studying, piano and cello, there's nothing else. I dont have to train already and this feeling sucks a lot. I just realised how much time squash takes up in my life and without it, DUDE I'M A LONELY KIDDDOOO ):

I had OBS on the last week of school and that was a major waste of time. I hate the fact that i'm being so pessimistic and objective about an issue. (Any issues) I'm really not in the mood to do self-motivation, self-reflection on my perspectives and attitude now. Now is now, tmr is just tmr. I don't like feeling so direction-less. I don't like being so "live your life day by day" kinda way. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO NOW, WHAT MORE TMR. I used to tell myself, this life is your art work to God. You create the roads, you find the direction, you give the drive, you find the meaning, you be the changer. YOU ARE THE ARTIST of your very picture, your life. Now, i'm just letting the wind pass me by and i'm sitting here, still.

I'm worn out. In my recollection, these two terms seemed to pass really quickly, I wouldn't say it was very tiring but now, i don't know what's with the sudden breakdown - Mentally and Emotionally. I thought i will see these things happening to my friends. I can always self talk myself out of it. (it's what i've been doing for the past year, anyway) Perhaps it's the holidays now and i know i can afford to waste the time, sinking in this melancholy.

Tmr's the MEP camp, where i meet all the other MEPers (and my nerdy bfs) haha. Nothing seems to be right. I, personally procrastinate changes. Although changes are inevitable, being one of the two constant things in life, i always thought i had a little "constant" in my life - my friendship with cookie monster. However, i guess it's otherwise now ):

Before i go, HELLOOOOO FERGUS YEOOOO CHUNG JIE :D

2006-03-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

100%

Biology

92%

Philosophy

92%

Anthropology

92%

Engineering

83%

English

75%

Theater

75%

Journalism

75%

Linguistics

75%

Sociology

75%

Mathematics

58%

Chemistry

58%

Dance

42%

Art

33%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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QuizFarm.com

2006-02-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

i wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lose weight! i'm super determined! i wanna strengthen my thighs, which means i'll gain weight too.... whatever, i wanna lose 3 kg

2006-02-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

School's starting tomorrow ): BOOHOOTS.

2006-01-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of this routine.
I give in, i ain't going to fight.
My Father is with me and i'll win this time (:

Do and Say all you want to prove yourself more superior,
don't forget the promise
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Happy Birthday Ernest(:

2006-01-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

Your World View

You are a happy, well-balanced person who likes people and is liked by others. You question whether many conventional views on morality are valid under all circumstances.You are essentially a content person.
Sometimes, you consider yourself a little superior. You are moral by your own standards.You believe that morality is what best suits the occasion.

What Is Your World View?

2006-01-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2006-01-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2006-01-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

I think i'd only update during the weekends. Next week, which starts tomorrow is going to be super stressful! I can feel the stressssssssssss already ): I havet 4 tests - Chinese, Chemistry, EMath and Geography. I want to ace in all these 4 tests. Firstly, it's my first tests this year. Secondly, i want to have a good start! I'll feeel super motivated, i'll work even harder to keep up the good work for my upcoming tests (: RIGHT? Thirdly, it's part of my new year resolutions :D After i update, i'm going to practise my piano, complete SS and start revising geog again :)

YESTERDAY WAS EVENTFUL.
I went for YAPS, studied for tuesday's book test and studied geog too. I was intending to wait for lisa and fang to come but they wont be coming till 3 plus ): so i left at 2. I was there at 11, so i spent 4 hours there waiting for them ): I went to Cheryl's house after that to borrow her chemistry book to study. WE didn't talk, it wasnt awkward but partly because i wanted to study; not like i had a lot to say or much in common, so forget it. HER DOG FLUFFY SHOULD BE NAMED KILLER. i'm having sore throat now, thanks to killer. I had much difficulty trying to sing in church this morning but heck, GOD STILL LOVES MY VOICE but i pity those around me. While i was there studying, Bubbles called me to call Peter to lend her money but she was afraid to call him -.- blahblah, after much trouble, they finally met and Bubbles was saved. the PPGS were supposed to save the world but that hasnt happened, yet! I screamed and screamed and vanessay LOUSY leung came, she likes fluffy (: Anyway, so i studied and went home with leung at 5. Thank You Cheryl for your brownies, fried rice and honey water.

I took 156 then 171 to go to Raffles City to meet my mom for gym and reunion dinner. I saw LOY ZHIHAO (anthony) :D:D:D:D I think he looks different :/ Perhaps i didnt really look at him last time or i've forgotten his looks OR HE HAS REALLY CHANGED a bit. haha It was fun talking to him on the bus but i was likeeeee boring ): I don't know, i think he's really nice but i don't exactly know him very well. So he alighted at PS and i went to the gym, bathed and had dinner. I saw GERANN NGIAM, i agree with Bubbles and Vernon, he really looks like a monkey. Dinner ended, i went home with my mom. GUESS WHO I SAW :/ ANTHONY TOH): A series of things happened - Good and Bad but i'd say BAD was fat.

It's 9 plus now, i better go practise my piano. I'm going to have breakfast with BLOSSOM :)

Something i came across:
" I find a pretty girl with a bad character a bigger turn off than an ugly girl with a good heart" - Willy Wei

Wise words indeed. In this ever so materialistic world that we live in, we often look only at the outside of a person but what is important is more than skin deep, at least for me. Others may disagree but this is what I feel. You may have heard this over and over again but I find it especially important to reiterate this point. Many a time we judge a person by their looks and what we see on the outside. If they don't wear branded stuff, they're not cool. If they wear spectacles, they're a nerd etc etc. Its true that looks can give you the upper hand in your social life and in other areas but looks will only help you win battles, your strength of character will help you win the war.

1 Samuel 16:7But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

"However, how many times do people mean what they say?" - from Dawn

It's kind of direct ripping but i dont think that person will know. HAHA.

2006-01-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

*Proverbs 3:5-6

To those who read my blog, if you're facing something that you think it's beyond your control and that there's nothing you can do that will salvage the situation, read that verse. Acknowledge Him, all that's happened today, yesterday or all that will happened, had been planned long time ago. HE'S IN CONTROL.

2006-01-15T14:58:00.000+08:00

Rules: Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SEVEN bullets of the SEVEN questions. Then, pick SEVEN ppl to pass it on! Have fun!

SEVEN weird facts about you:
1. My laughter, call me if you wanna hear it(:
2. I get emotional when i'm out with my friends late at night
3. I have 4 eyelids on my left eye and 3 on my right eye
4. I eat all my food layer by layer
5. I love reading the dictionary
6. I love studying, esp sciences
7. I like talking to strangers

SEVEN things that make me smile:
1. God's presence and that He's at work
2. Going to church
3. Doing qt and reading the Bible everyday
4. Being in 3m, sitting next to my darhlings (:
5. Adele loves me
6. I'm loved
7. Hanging out with my friends and laughing at my own jokes :)

SEVEN ways to win my heart:
1. You'll have to be a christian*****
2. You'll have to be an all-rounder
3. You'll have to love God more than me
4. You have to have THAT sense of humour
5. You'll have to be sensible, responsible, fillial, just have THAT character luh
6. LOVE ME FOR ME
7. Beat me in squash

SEVEN things I believe in:
1. God
2. God loves me more than i love myself
3. He's got great plans for me (:
4. Humans fail hence bestfriends don't exist - only Jesus :)
5. I have a big butt
6. My mouth is super big; i can laugh really loudly :)
7. Adele's mouth is still bigger

SEVEN things I'm afraid of are:
1. Losing Faith, turning away from the Lord
2. Failing Sec3 and get retained
3. Falling for Rum
4. Not being in Top 5
5. Losing my passion for studying
6. Losing Adele, Shanise and Zhi Jing
7. ANIMALS!!!

SEVEN things I do everyday:
1. Study
2. Sleep
3. Bathe
4. Brush my teeth etc
5. QT; Spending time with my maker
6. Lie
7. Sin

SEVEN people I want to see right now:
1. My father (Tak)
2. My aunt
3. Rum
4. Nicolas
5. My classmates
6. The PPGs :D
7. My maker!

SEVEN people who should also do this:
1. Rum
2. Rum
3. Rum
4. Rum
5. Rum
6. Rum
7. Rum

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I think this is dying.

2006-01-15T12:12:00.000+08:00

I was intending to update but my mom isnt giving me ample time. So, HELLO (:

<3 bye

2006-01-13T04:10:00.000+08:00

The only reason why i'm updating is because i'm sick and am really bored at home. It's been twelve days, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI HAO and JACK CHOI! I'm really thankful that the Lord has been watching over me these twelve days and changed my life, attitude etc quite a bit! I hope I can be even closer to God as each day passes.
Hope: Wanting something to happen and believing that it will:)

The 2nd week of school is almost coming to an end and school has been pretty much the same, just more responsibilites and homework. I'll have to be really hardworking this year, at least more hardworking than Year '05. ~~it's killing me.~~
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths staright" - Proverbs 3:5-6
This verse is printed at the back of my school diary, some say it's "extra", i say otherwise. It reminds me to always put my trust and faith in my Heavenly Father.

I strongly believe that God has planned much for me this year, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." - James 1:2-4

It's tough and demanding but once i passed the test, glory unto the Lord. Dawn, too, would be a better person. No matter how much i love You, You still love me more. Thank You Jesus.

12345's gone. He called me this morning at 5 to wake me up and tell me that he's leaving :( I WILL MISS YOU MANY MANY. I aint going to hide this anymore. COME BACK SOON! Heavenly Father, please watch over him. Protect him from any injuries or sickness. Amen.

2006-01-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

I'm counting down every second, every minute, every hour and every day till you come back to me ):

2005-12-29T12:58:00.000+08:00

God is Love.

2005-12-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

The Lord is come! Let us all rejoice for King of Kings, Jesus Christ came down into this world as a baby of human flesh to redeem us, to cleanse us of our sins, to break this barrier between God and Humans so that through faith & grace given by Our Loving God, that we may spend eternity with Him in his Kingdom where we can rejoice every second! AMEN (:

I had an awesome time in FMC today, the 'NO ROOM' sermon was pretty okay and intermediate turned out pretty okay for me! At least it was less scary than i had expected it to be! THANK YOU LORD for being with me and bringing me there! You're just so awesome, always there to meet my needs and answering my prayers, carrying me through always! THANK YOU LORD (:

I had attended a few christmas parties, dont wanna go into details but i just want to thank Jing, Shanise and Adele for making the party on Thursday such a memorable one (: THANK YOU!

2005-12-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

see, i'm strongg! i can do 20 pushups straight okay! not bad huh (; & 20 is a lotttt okay, at least for a mg squash player it is!

2005-12-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

i friggin miss you; it'll be this night and no more.

PROMISE (:

2005-12-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

i'm loving this;

YOUR
ABSENCE

2005-12-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

Highlight of the day

"Good Afternoon Mr Benjamin Chang, (May vary) this is Miss tee speaking and i'm from the Ministry of Health. Just yesterday, There have been 5 reported cases of heart attack & eye infection. Unfortunately, these 5 victims last saw you before the fell ill and 4 out of 5 of them are your friends. The MOH would kindly sponsor you one million baht and an air ticket to thailand for plastic surgery by saturday 16/12, otherwise your citizenship in Singapore would be banned. There will be several FBI agents escorting you to the airport tomorrow. You are warned to wear a mask which can be purchased at $15 from Singapore General Hospital. However i would advise you to buy 3 x 7 masks in case your surgery fails. This is a very complex surgery and it requires highly skilled surgeons.

After the tsunami hit thailand in 2004, thailand is still struggling to re-establish its nation hence it cannot resist another threat. Singapore would not like to be at war with Thailand as we promote racial harmony. Please flip to Understanding Our Past, history textbook page 105 for in depth understanding. The MOE would also sponsor the Chang (May vary) generation health textbooks from Primary 1 to University.

Finally, please inform your friends to collect their bursary and prize money of US$1000 for excellent tolerence of ugliness. The award ceremony would be held on the 16th Dec and Sir S R Narthan would be present for this long awaited moment.

Thank You for your cooperation! UGLY DAYS WILL SOON BE OVER! BE OPTIMISTIC as there is 5% chanceof success in the operation. Good Bye!"

Much love, ele & dawn

2005-12-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY TAN (:
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I feel good today! I think i played pretty well for my cello class today :D I only practised this morning. haha! 12345 left for thailand today & i'm still PERFECTLY FINE (: i think i've got used to not talking to him so often in the past few months, so for the next 5 days, i'll be PERFECT :D I dont think i'd even know that he's overseas if he didnt tell me!

ZhiJing's having a christmas party!

2005-12-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

eleng, Mr koh, chik; All of us just came out of court :/

Mr loh(act cute >.<), chik & Mr koh (paybacktimee!)
My FAVOU,RITE BAKER :D

Mr koh, he's cute & he's mine :D .. and mrs koh's too!

the brownie which adele baked and it rocked :D thanks dearieh!

Cake, ~~which tasted much better~~, bought by jolyn, i think!

Mr loh's EXPAND-SIVE butt and semi-muscular legs

Mr koh, Mr Ong, Chik & Mr loh (:

He's MAH man & it's cutee :D

2005-12-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

"haha hi. I think i love you."

you're leaving tmr, i'll miss you.
i thought we could meet on that day but it turned out that you'd still be away.
please explain yourself; ineed ~~toknow~~ theanswer

-
this just killed me.

2005-12-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: TRUDY, EUDORA, MARK, JILLIAN'S DADDY, PAMELA'S SIBLING, ASNAWI(nana's bro) && finally, DAWNCHIKKK :D that's so ego :/
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how did i spend my birthday? Initially i thought i was going to be some loner ): but someone made it AWESOMEEE for me:D and that someone is... no other than LIM ZHIJINGGG, thank you so much! Jing bought me a pair of green ripples slippers and treated me lunch at NYDC and i think it was really expensive :/ more than 40 bucks you know ): Sorry jing, you did so much for my birthday but i did nothing for yours ): Next year will be the year because you'll be 15! yay and you'll be in my class :D i know why i'm in your class next year because God wants you to have MEMORABLE sec3 year (: and i'm prepared to make it SUPER MEMORABLE FOR YOU :D hehheh! thank you so much, really! THANK YOU to the power of 100!:D Then we met joyce and erica! YAYIES! :D then they bought me chocolate, brand GUYLIAN! haha x) so funny!

ADELENG CHINWEI! thanks sweetie for you brownieee! {edit}Sorry, when i was at the adele part, some how it got cut-off:/ anyway, blogger's prolly just ANTI-ADELE :D haha. Adele, you should be glad, they actually allowed to have one sentence about you :D hahaha! Anyway, Adele's brownie ROCKS, yeah rock :D haha! Adele, you must know i'm your best, bestfriend okay (: i had two bigggie CHUNKS and i brought it home and tried to saveee it as much as i can:) if you miss your brownie, i still have some (1/4) left over, you can have it after training on wed :D haha Hope you enjoyed your massconvo outing ytd (: haha i think you found it boring because KEVIN TAN BLAHBLAH left early and he didnt come back FOR YOU ): it's okay! He'll stop the cars for you (: (: shiat, there's no way you're sexayee, you're dead sexy (: [you'll have to be dead to be sexy. Now that you're alive, you aint one bit >.<] I have to say these, or else blogger will delete my post again ):

2005-12-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

hello! [=
ohwell, its CASSANDRA blogging here.
hmm, posting for my beloved sister,
turning 13 in just two hours yea? BAHHA
well, just so sad can't meet u tomorrow
BUT you are always in my heart, forever
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL!
MAY YOUR BEAUTIDUL WISHES COME TRUE!
well, hope you're doing well in every single stuff!
:D :D
LOVES YOUR SISTER <3<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!
GOD BLESS, TAKECARES
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY MATCH, vs JURONGVIEW [=
BYESBYES!

through thick and thin times,
I just hope I was there for you
when you need me,
no matter rain or shine.
sometimes this rope is too lose
that we lose contact with each other.
busy like bees everywhere,
not much time we can spare for both.
but I really wish we can be together forever,
light up this little candle of ours and be as REAL TRUE FRIENDS
-that is my christmas wish for the year
will my simple little wish come true?

2005-12-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA NG & AGNES !!!

Pamela: I got to know you slightly better when you joined squash! So, we're going to be classmates next year, hope that i'll friendship will develop and looking forward to know you better (: Have a blessed birthday outing on the 12 x) Train hard, esp your reverse shots yeah :)

Agnes: Well, we've only been in the same class last year and those memories are sufficient to last a few more years <3> Well, we dont talk much already but i just want to wish you all the best in your studies, sports and life (: Keep smiling!!!
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I went to CCMC today for the youth service (: Patricia's in m'sia so i dont wanna go to FMC alone and June's with Patricia so i decided to try CCMC since SOTONG SULIN'S there! It was pretty much okay, just that it isnt very enthu; it feels like when i was in the intermediate grp in FMC last year but yeah, managed to really worship the Lord <3>

Sulin's really very blur! We went to KAP for breakfast after we left and were on the overhead bridge, she went "AAAHHH! I LEFT MY FAVOURITE BIBLE IN KAP!" hahaha so we went back there and continue to talk 'bout stuff :D Anyway, this is starting t0 feel so real, she's leaving, joyce is, fang is, monyee maybe, roderica is :/ SIGHHHH! I dont want to us to DISTANTTTTTT! esp when we were never even very closeeeeeeeeeeee!

2005-12-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

He's LOVE

I miss the times, when we go to yiling's hse every week for pw; school days & holidays <3> And it just "happens" that adele and i are always bored x)

2E, i'm going to miss you guys as i'm in a ~~less~~ intellectual class but i hopeeeeee i can still study with you guys, no?

2005-12-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILLIAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

2005-12-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

IT'S BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY HELL ON MY BIRTHDAY,BITCH! OH I LOVEEEE YOU SO <3>

why do you care about those human beings? Concentrate on praising the Lord, do what will bring honour to the Lord! It's him you'll have to face judgement eventually, you dont have to bother about the. You dont have to care about the humans, care what God thinks :D I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU LORD <3>

2005-12-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

i dont know what's happening & what's happened - it's tragic.
Perhaps from the very beginning it was already a mistake,
a mistake that i added you,
a mistake that i talked to you,
a mistake that our friendship developed,
a major mistake for me to fall for you.
It's happened,
two years - is how deep i've fallen into this trap.
Now that you've decided to walk away from the trap,
not wanting to care or even look at me anymore,
i'm alone.

Jesus, lover of my soul! I thank you for entering my life once again, for touching my heart, for all the wonderful things you've done in my life. This jeopardy, this trap that im in, makes me cry, it takes almost all of me Lord. I pray that you'll guide me through Lord, show me your way, i want to follow you and trust you more. I want to lean on you, for you are ever constant! - your love, your words, your promises; everything. Lord, you're my pillar of strength, you made me strong. Lord, help me to live every day of my life, singing praises of you, living every day reflecting your glory, living every day as a blessing to others just as you've been to me, living every day loving every one just as your love is so abundant that it's overflowing in me! Amen

2005-12-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

NRIC - Now Risen In Christ
ACS Barker
05 Dec - 08 Dec
Your identity in Christ
Harvester Assembly of God
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I attended this camp and it was awesome (: it's the first church camp i've attended and it started off great! I've learnt a lot in the camp :) I dont know what to say but God has really touched me and left his footprints in my heart! Initially when June Ngiam asked me to go for it, i was like "Mummy won't allow luh!", who knows!:D It wasnt coincidence that June asked me, it wasnt coincidence that i plucked up the courage to ask my mom, it wasnt coincidence that my mom agreed. MY LORD IS IN CHARGE! ya so i packed and went for camp! I made lotsa new friends :D and got closer to quite a few people like roselyn, bebe. I got to know esther, debbie, serene, joel, darren, kelvin, josiah, zai zac etc luh! haha :D:D:D:D greatttt! the services WERE THE BESTTTT! Pastor David, from planet shakers, cameee and he was awesomee! like i said, i've learnt a lot and i'll put it away, i'm going to PUT INTO ACTION :D JESUSSSSS, LOVER OF MY SOUL!!!

I WANT TO BE A
PASSIONATE FOLLOWER OF CHRIST!

2005-12-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Sorry to have made you miss me but i was on a dateee with my creator!

2005-12-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

MGSquashies ARE BACK !!! :D:D:D
haha! i'm really happy:D Initially i thought they will only be back on Sunday but they arrived on sunday night! When ZhiJing called me i was like WHOOOOOTS! then we just laughed and laughed for a minute or so on the phoneee then we started talking and all. I guess Zhijing's the only one in the team who cares about me. She's the only one who has been calling me and keeping me updated, the rest wont give a damn. They'd rather waste their bills on whoever that they've known for hardly a week, whoever who matters more than their teammate, fine with me too.

I expected that all of those would happen and i've been waiting to hear about those. I did, from ytd night till this evening. haha. Not at all surprised but rather disappointed with MGteam although i've expected all of those to happen but somewhere in my stupid ugly heart hoped that it wont happen but it still did. haha. I'm so glad i'm not in any way involved at all! THANK YOU MOMMIE AND DADDIE FOR LETTING ME STAY IN S'PORE :D

2005-12-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

HI DUMB DAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think so too that we became closer becasue of KT.haha, what a weird way!Anyway, i really ant to thank you for giving me advice and keeping me company when the SC squashers are gone!!I really enjoy all the talks we had on the phone!!I hope our friendship will last forever...even though you may be going back to Hong Kong.Actually i was quite sad when you told me you may be going back, because it is very hard to meet people whom i can hit off so easily..Although you keep on saying i am very mature in thinking, i think you are very matured too.You're really a great girl, someone who is not superficial, and materialistic. I wish you all the best when term reopens. And always stay happy ok???:)remember to call me!!!!I will miss you!Oh yar, must remember to call me for lunch at KAP after school!!!
RITARDED RUILING<3DUMB DAWN

2005-11-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

MGSQUASHIES, I MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS ): I WISH SUNDAY'S TMR! ENJOY YOURSELVES!
Zhijing, you dont know how much i miss you! I really want to talk tooooooooooooooo you ):
Adele, COME BACK (:
Ruth, i miss your stupid laughters and your pretty face!
Pammie, I MISS YOU!
Jillian, AYEEEE OUR BDAY COMING LEH x)
Yiling, COME BACK TOO (:
& to the rest, I REALLY MISS YOU ALLLLLL TOO! LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS WITHOUT YOU ALL ):

2005-11-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

I HAD TRAINING AT SINGNATURE PARK WITH RUILING (:
god! i tell you ruiling has a great voice! Initially when she said she could sing pretty well i didnt believe but OMGGG! she was awwwwesome :D:D:D Esp when she sang 'Because Of You' & 'Beautiful'... etc she could project her voice so well and she has that DEEEEEEEEEEEEP and strong voice :D:D:D:D hahaha! anyway, i totally like wasted her time, because i'm so lousy! ): sorry! TODAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFEEEE! ): ):

1. I forgot that i passed my racket to Mr Koh to re-string it for me, so i panicked! Fortunately ruiling has a spare one. -SAVED

2. I was on my way there when ruiling called to ask if i had a ball(shiat!) Of course i didnt... so i was thinking of walking all the way back to school to get it but i wasnt in my school uni! :/ thinkthinkthink! then i saw this poly girl holding a squash racket so i thought for very long and finally asked if she had a ball and if i could buy it from her. She said yes, paid for it and got off to change bus! - SAVED

3. Started training, was doing forehand drive when SHIAT, ruiling racket's strings BROOOKEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :/ howhowhow, tell me how? haha all the mg and sc girls are away, who are we going to borrow racket from huh! so we just stoned and talked for a while when i suddenly thought of MARC LEE :D haha he has a squash racket :D:D so i met him at the bus stop outside sigpark and then he lent me his racket :D THANK YOU MARC (: -SAVED

4. I CUT MY HAIRRRRR, dont talk about it ):

Alright, just think! Excluding the 4th point, i actually helped save 2/3 of the situations :D haha aint i smart! but RUILING JUST HAD TO SAY NO ): hmphf! hahaha! i loveee ruiling! haha ohohoh and ruiling is really talented in music too! you just have to sing to her, and she can play the song out! Not just the top notes but with chords and all, just LIKE A PIANO PIECE! How cool's that! and it's in the exact same key as what i sung! OMG :/ she shouldd really join mep luh! she can sing and play the piano! LOL reminds me of my BRANSON:)

ohoh! We went to westmall to have lunch together but ruiling saw this brown bag that she really like and decided to buy it! WE BARGAINEDDD! hurhur! My 2nd time :D It was $35 initially and we paid $28 instead! HURHUR! $7 dollars and thanks to? DAWNNNN smart CHIKKKK :D

anyway i'm going to see ruiling again on friday! and i promise i'll train harder, really! :) sorry for wasting your time today ): TAKEEE CAREE :D

2005-11-30T15:41:00.000+08:00

AMERPRO COMPETITION {NOV 22 - 26}
dang! i miss those times! ):

Initially when Mr Koh asked all of us to join, every one joined but me as my mom didnt allow): I didnt really care about this competiton as i've slacked for so long and my squash skills are like shiat, if i take part it'll just be a waste of my opponents' time and my time tooo because i'll prolly get kicked out the first round! haha... it was until NOV 20!!! :D when 1234567 called me:D:D:D:D:D:D:D he called to ask if i took part and when i said no, he shouted! (for me!) and then here's the golden sentence: "Will you be coming down?" yay (: I'm sure many of you have already heard this story but i'm still like super hyper and i loveeeeee repeating it :D

I went down on tues {skipping aprime :/} to support whoever that were playing and i saw 1234567! haha! he said hi to me first :p i shall not get so detailed! So i saw 1234567 on the 22,23,24,25,26 :D:D:D those highlighted in red means that they ~~were~~ are special !

NOV 23rd: It was exactly one month after 1234567's birthday and i brought his present to SP but he left early and i didnt manage to pass it to him so i felt sad and all, i mean it's sucha special day! exactly one month you know :D haha i went for yaps then fang was there and MY SMART BRAIN and SWEET TONGUE got nicenice fang to help me pass it 1234567:D haha Although i've ensured that 1234567 would get the wallet, i was still feeling kinda down ): So i decided to walk from fang's hse allllllllllllllllllll the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to newtow mrt station to go to cityhall to meet my mom for dinner and that steewwwwwwwwpit journey took me 1hr 10mins, my legs are short, i know ):

NOV 25: THIS WAS THE WORST DAY OF THE WHOLEEEEEEEE WEEK! I watched 1234567's match against this SP guy and 1234567 lost ): It's not because that SPguy was better but because 1234567 was rushing during the game and he couldnt calm himself down and all, hence the defeat! I watched the whole game okay and i got so engaged in it, that when he lost i was DEAD SAD! ): it felt worst than myself losing the game alright! i was on the the verge of crying but tears just didnt flow... i was just groaning for sometime when suddenly 1234567 came over and asked if i wanted to join him for lunch:D Golden message:"Do you want to have lunch with me?" heehee :D i was overjoyed but still quite sad, i said no but still went for lunch just that we sat at different tables! Pammie and choe went to order the food, leaving ad and i at the table... AND SHE MADE ME CRY ): it's not a fault, in fact i felt a bit better after crying:) thanks adele!!! i bet 1234567 didnt even care, not like i want but i just wished he would just look at me ): but HE DIDNT & WONT ): so i left before my food arrive and the sc girls ate it! haha (: Adele and I took bus homee and we kinda like talked a bit about our crushes! She has a crush on ----- ---! haha blahblahblah IT WAS JUST BAD ): adele was also feeling sad about her crush tooooo so we just whined and whined and whined! she went for her drum lesson and i went home to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep but i was still sad after i woke up ): AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!

{i'm tired, i got to wake up early to meet my ruiling tmr, so i'll continue tmr :D g'night!}

2005-11-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

More shoutouts! I know i'm slow luh, i should have done this like weeks ago but i was lazy): anyway it's the thought that counts right :D hahaha!

KONG RUILING (:
MY RETARDED RUILING:D i'm sure you know that we're so much closer now and i think it's because of KT right? hahaha how ironic :/ I've known you since the beginning of this year when you guys came over for friendly:D YOU WERE SCAAAARY ): You put on a straight face and asked for a game with me, I WAS SOOOOOOOO SCARED :/ hahaha! blahblah & you killed me with your killer drops and your nick-crosscourts!!! ): hmphfff hahahaa! & i met you in nationals and you beat me tooo! OH WELL (: my oh-so-wonderful opponent! IT WAS FATEDDDD :D and then came the KT incidenttt, all the phone calls, sharing :D oh & i so LOVEEE that nickname you gave me! DUMB DAWN (: hahahaha DUMB DAWN & RETARDED RUILING <3<3>

i'm tired after typing so much! anyway i really want to update but i'll just do it slowly luh :D haha

2005-11-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

I just want to give shoutouts to a few people (: There's just too much to blog as i haven blogged for almost 2 months, oh well!

SONYA BRANSON! (:

SONYA! i dont know how to start but thank you so much for being such a great friend this whole year, without you, i dont know how i'm going to survive in 2e. 2e is a great class just not my type of class and i'm so glad God placed you in my life to be my grandottie(: I'll never forget the times we've spent together esp the time when we went to orchard! HAHA (: you're my pretty old face from TAN AGENCY ! hahaha. AAAHHHHH! the times when we always ask each other "HOW ARE YOU?". Thanks for always lending a listening ear whenever i have no one to talk about ----- and ------- :D haha! CHEER UP! She'll be back by tonight, unless her plane really crashed and it's all your fault! hahaha! We're finally going out again this friday! hahaha! REMEMBER THIS OKAY, you can always call me if you need someone to talk to and when you think there's no one you can relate to, you have me (: When you think no one will understand how you feel, you can try me ! WE ARE THE TEARLESS PARTNERS RIGHT(: We'll overcome all these together! Trust in the Lord, for He'll always be there for you, in good times and BAD TIMES TOO (: I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU, BUSTIE!

LIM ZHIJING!!!

TISSUE PAPER (: haha i used to always tease you in primary school! It's been 6 years and counting... You just called me from KL, thanks! I doubt anyone else there remembers me when they are having so much fun but YOU DID AND DO RIGHT? haha Most prolly because you were bored but anyhow, you still took the initiative to call me! Just a pity it's a private number because i really want to msg you and tell you stuff ): anyway you'd be back soon. TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN OKAY (: I'm so glad that you're in my class next year, GOD'S WONDERFUL PLAN my dear! hahaha! Thanks for always being there to listen to me, to knock me out of my senses and thanks for all the bullshitings (:

2005-11-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for so many months but i doubt anyone visits my blog luh but i just want to like wish people happy birthday (: so yeah :D

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO...
ERICA LIM {19 OCT}
MR KOH {23rd OCT}
NICOLAS NG :D {23rd OCT}
DELIA SIOW {11 NOV}
NIGEL WEE {18 NOV}
JAIME {19 NOV}
MARC LEE {21 NOV}
ESTHER HOON {23 NOV}
RACHEL KOH {30 NOV}
YEYE!!! {1 DEC}
CHEO YIHUI :D {1 DEC}
DONAVAN {2 DEC}
ROY PEK {3 DEC}
WEIYANG {5 DEC}
JILLIAN LYE(:{10 DEC}
AGNES {11 DEC}
PAMELA NG(: {11 DEC}
DAWNCHIK {12 DEC}
MARK {12 DEC}
TRUDY {12 DEC}
JILLIAN'S FATHER {12 DEC}
EUDORA {12 DEC}
JOY TAN {15 DEC}
YULI {16 DEC}
KEN CHIN {16 DEC}
DAIMLER! {22 DEC}
ANDREW! {23 DEC}
JESUS! {25 DEC}
PATRICIA TOBIN {25 DEC}
GABRIEL CHIA {28 DEC}
DAVIS {30 DEC}

2005-11-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

I'M UPDATING NOW (:

2005-10-14T01:52:00.000+08:00

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done

I just wanna scream,
how could this happen to me?

2005-10-02T10:30:00.000+08:00

i was just visiting some blogs, came across hannahlee's (: and i just have this thing for her post on September 30 Go read:http://xanga.com/whythehesitation Anyway, study hard for EOYs hannah, trust in the Lord and believe in yourself (: if you need help, just contact me. Take care!

2005-09-25T12:02:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say, what to do
i thought i've already been able to pull myself out from all these
but i guess i was just deceiving myself & escaping for the past few months,
so much for being a nerd. i'll still try though

friday was the best day i've had in ages
perhaps it's because i didnt attend school where all these come from;
home studying & studying
had a great time with fang ying during math tuition, thanks!
mrs seow told fang ying this "fang ying, you must be glad that dawn had joined a-prime with you..." heh x)

anyway, i thought today would be like any other day until i receive that phone call;
i realised i've not been able to face all these,
i thought i was alright because i've been running away from it
i guess everyone does not want to face it too
oh well, i just wished that i didnt have to face all these and that we'll always be the same,
like who we were in primary school; innocent & true

i never want to grow up, why cant time stop?
why cant everything stay the same like i've just entered earth?
parents wont age, continue to work and provide for their children
children just stay as that & play
the innocent will stay the same while the bad wont get worst.
when modern tecnology plays no part in our lives,
or maybe where there was no sin; adam and eve obeyed God

everything's too fact-paced and complicated for me.
i'll never survive in this society
i'll never be able to comprehend
i'll never be able to understand people
i'll never be able to grab hold of anything, not myself

2005-09-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

haha! the results are O-U-T!!! the wang vs chik competition x) chik has 9 votes; wang has 7 votes (excluding those from the fellow wangs) it's unfair ok! i mean of course wang will support wang right? even my sister, another chik also wont support me so wang vote for wang shouldnt COUNT! haha! i win(:

physics & life science are killing me! :/ cant wait for school tmr! there's chapel and no tests :D

2005-09-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

this week has been stressful for me: rushing through my long over-dued art colour tests & mep composition, studying for history & geography tests. I'm glad, really thankful that God has carried me through! Sonya & I still have not handed in our compositions though :p haha we're always last for everything that is assciated with mep (: hurhur! i loveee you sonya branson!!! "all the fats & love in the world, dawnae!"

today's pe lesson was great! I ponned pe, as usual. I dont know why but i just dont enjoy pe, i think it's a waste of time but i used to loveeee it :/ i think soon i'll hate sports and really become a nerd, not bad. Jia yin, becky, sulin, monyee were all "ill" & injured. haha. Initially, we were just studying, but i think we stopped when i told jiayin a little secret x) haha then i started groaning that i was really really sad then becky got me to say what was bothering me etc, so all of us started sharing all our little "burdens". I LOVEEEEE REBEKAH HENG, really although it may seem so random. I'm not very close to becky in the sense, i dont talk to her much in class or hang out much but whenever i'm really down, she seems to always be there to listen to me & guide me through etc... THANKS BECKY (: i loveeee you anyhoots, jia sulin rebekah also shared but it was mostly about our spiritual life and how we feel about it & some friendship problems too. I just want to give a shoutout to SULIN:
sulin! it was great talking to you during pe today (; i think there was this period time when we were quite close & when i was facing problems with ________, getting all worked up and all. Thanks for encouraging me and lending a listening ear. HUGS! However we've both carried on with our lives etc but today's sharing was great! Cheer up! Continue praying, bestfriends dont always need to see each other, like what you've said. If you really need someone to talk to, you can come look for me (: mug hard for EOYs & train hard :D lots of love!

JIA YIN:
i think this is my 2nd time talking to you during pe and sharing about our spiritual life & it's great! sigh, too bad your mc's going to be over next week! haha i hope we will talk more often! hurhur. I kind of got to know you better this year and a lot better during the teachers' day band preparations (: haha! study hard for EOYs, i will pray for you ok (; trust in the Lord and He will carry you through. I hope that we can all grow together, spiritually and physically :D

REBEKAH HENG:
becky, becky, beckyyy!!! haha, i dont know what to say & how to thank you for all the valuable lessons you've taught me, all the advices you've given me. thank you! I pray for you too. I guess what you've said kind of make sense :] haha. thanks becky! Get well soon, hope to get to know you better in the near future!

MONYEE:
haha! you're comical! Run 2.4 also can sprain ankle, esp when you were describing how you injured yourself...say say stammer stammer say say stammer stammer x) hahah! well, you didnt really share much but you were listening (: hahaha! get i think i got to know you slightly, SLIGHTLY better these 2 days! haha we'll go to A prime for math tuition next year together okay! hahah! study hard! we'll ace for math together! LOL

2005-09-14T12:19:00.000+08:00

WHO IS BETTER?
wang? NOOOOOO.
chik? YESSSSSSUP (: whooots! cast your votes!:D

wang i'll win alright! x)

2005-09-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

i'm finally updating after 2 months of hiatus :] you guys must be dying to read my posts eh (; haha However you may not be really interested in this post because i'm going to blog about CHARLENE WANG :/ nah, i loveeee you char:D ,really(:

Charlene Wang
I think i've grown closer to charlene this hols & she's great! hur hur x) she always replies my msgs, whenever i need someone to rant to she has been there to lend her watchful eyes & handy fingers {to read my msgs & reply them with her heart} thanks char, you're a great friendd! i think we got closer on monday night :D when i was all upset about 12345, she suggested more than 3 ways to not think about 12345; 1- talk to her! x) 2 - read a book not romance! 3- ~~call 12345~~ {if i could, i would have long ago!} oh well, thanks dearieh! char, perhaps after EOYs we could go to your hse to watch THE MAIDDDDD :/ hahaha! anyhoots, 12345 sucks after all! I've decided to distant myself from 12345, really! i'll try really really hard! you'll help me right!!! Study hard for EOYs :] all the love in the world, dawnae :D {quoted from sonya}

sigh i have not been studying this whole week! i did at the start of the week but.... heh, started slacking :D sigh i dont know why but there's no drive for me to study hard, it seems as if getting into 3A2 & triple science band is not a must, well it IS.

{Lord, give me strength, determination to study hard, do my best for you Lord, regardless of the results. Do what i may to glorify you with my best, BEST !!!}

2005-09-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANISE HO XUAN NI (:
shan, i'm the first to wish you happy birthday right? x)
{what happened was this: i wished shanise happy birthday on the 1st of september because i kept thinking that once it's sept it's shanise's birthday but i forgot september actually had 1st, 2nd, 3rd etc... so i smsed her early in the morning... then when i was checking my inbox i saw 01/09/2005 then i was like i thought it's the 9th!?!?! hur hur}
anyhoots, take care & study hard (:

2005-07-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

bah. i got so pissed off when my last post for dawn came out in chinese. so here i am again rewriting my post for dawn!! haah. i just realised that dawn has been writing me super long testimonials and i dun really remember writng her a very very long one. haha。>.《 so i shall write a long post.well hopefully. =x

DAWN CHIK is one big sweeetie and she goes around consoling peoplee. but she likes to bully me. i so poor thing. haha. DAWN, stop being so depressed! you are NOT fat and slow. you DESERVE ur position for squash. andd u are not the only one that dun understand physics and life science. i have no idea wad the heck is it all about too. think POSITIVE. every thing will be finee. we will be THERE for you ok? yawn. i am tireed so i shall end here now. (haha this post is full of crap)
vany

2005-07-24T04:10:00.000+08:00

1. I FAILED MY CHINESE TEST!

2. PATRICIA'S GOING TO TALK TO MS TANG & MR ONG!

3. Physics is killing me & Life Science is confusing me!:/

These are the 3 bad things that is going to/has happened so far! ): i am really disappointed with my chinese results! I guess i am just the typical mugger type, since the test this time's main objective was to test our language foundation ): i am going to read more chinese papers, and books (maybe not books) haha. AICIRTAP sometimes gets on my nerves, arteries, veins, capillaries and what have i! argh. What's wrong with not eating the whole day and training? I dont see where's the problem! Not like i'll die right? It's only once/twice a week that i do that! Not for every training! (actually i only train twice a week:p) OHWELL! she's going to talk to miss tang and mr ong and i am going to get it from them.

Someone answer me -
Why arent i improving?
Why is my backhand and forehand so inconsistant?
Why am i so fat & slow?
Why am i given this position in the team? i dont think i deserve this seed. I stumble, i slack, i cry, i grumble

Everything's just not going too well for me! However i am glad that some still confide in me, even though i am always so busy, rushing here and there! I know i cant give you all the time you need but i'll give my best out of the time i have! it's so just touching to see some of my '04 classmates come to me and telling me about their probs, not just '04 but '05 for a min i thought i had been forgetton, thanks for confiding in me (: I really appreciate the trust! (:

;Lord, i surrender to you all my worries, burdens that you'll take them away and grant peace in my heart. You'd be the first i turn to in times of joy and troubles, i'll keep the faith. Amen.